@PinkRose06
ah, that explains it then! sorry, i assumed she was looking at a gravestone for some reason, i think i took 'looking back' too physically, like looking back over her shoulder or something!
and ouch, you're right. kids probably wouldn't remember promises like that, regardless of how emotionally loaded they are XD
@CookieTimes2000
oh wait, that beginning significantly confused me at first bc i thought it was from Father's perspective (as a name or title) and the weird angle was tripping me up. Then i read the part after the linebreak and now i feel dumb
the first part is from the child's perspective, right?
wait i'm so confused
did the dad die or not? so he went to the apollodome and got treatment but still died? then he revived and now he's coming back? i feel bad for the kid having to stick around with such a nerve-wracking mom though, it must be horrible to have all your survival dependent on a rather... questionable parent. f
@kimnoodles
ouch, the minute i read californian's broadcast message i knew this was gonna be a doozy
the premise is actually super interesting!! moral dilemmas like this are pretty fascinating, because well, she /did/ warn them and they didn't listen. then again, they could've legitimately been in a hurry, and the rudeness of the remark just a consequence of that. the question is if she'd maliciously left them to die or not, since cal /says/ that it was impossible for her to help, but that could've also been born out of an unconsious desire to have revenge for the rude remark.
honestly i don't blame cal's clanmates, hearing about that through the rumor mill probably was not great for cal's reputation. she probably sounded pretty heartless from an objective standpoint. not that that excuses the ostracization, but it's understandable.
the funny thing about cal is that their actions are like... totally normal. i probably would've just not done anything - but not because of a sense of powerlessness, probably just frozen in fear/horror. it sounds like cal did have more awareness than that though, so there's like a whole slew of things to consider there. was she really unable to help? or could she have saved somebody?
it's also interesting to me that cal almost sounds like they blame themselves in a manner - their excuses are weak and their internal narration is kinda bitter, but without any padding. they don't /sound/ biased to their own perceived virtue, which i find really interesting.
sorry from the long ramble, i just love thinking about these kinds of complex moral topics!
ah, that explains it then! sorry, i assumed she was looking at a gravestone for some reason, i think i took 'looking back' too physically, like looking back over her shoulder or something!
and ouch, you're right. kids probably wouldn't remember promises like that, regardless of how emotionally loaded they are XD
@CookieTimes2000
oh wait, that beginning significantly confused me at first bc i thought it was from Father's perspective (as a name or title) and the weird angle was tripping me up. Then i read the part after the linebreak and now i feel dumb
the first part is from the child's perspective, right?
wait i'm so confused
did the dad die or not? so he went to the apollodome and got treatment but still died? then he revived and now he's coming back? i feel bad for the kid having to stick around with such a nerve-wracking mom though, it must be horrible to have all your survival dependent on a rather... questionable parent. f
@kimnoodles
ouch, the minute i read californian's broadcast message i knew this was gonna be a doozy
the premise is actually super interesting!! moral dilemmas like this are pretty fascinating, because well, she /did/ warn them and they didn't listen. then again, they could've legitimately been in a hurry, and the rudeness of the remark just a consequence of that. the question is if she'd maliciously left them to die or not, since cal /says/ that it was impossible for her to help, but that could've also been born out of an unconsious desire to have revenge for the rude remark.
honestly i don't blame cal's clanmates, hearing about that through the rumor mill probably was not great for cal's reputation. she probably sounded pretty heartless from an objective standpoint. not that that excuses the ostracization, but it's understandable.
the funny thing about cal is that their actions are like... totally normal. i probably would've just not done anything - but not because of a sense of powerlessness, probably just frozen in fear/horror. it sounds like cal did have more awareness than that though, so there's like a whole slew of things to consider there. was she really unable to help? or could she have saved somebody?
it's also interesting to me that cal almost sounds like they blame themselves in a manner - their excuses are weak and their internal narration is kinda bitter, but without any padding. they don't /sound/ biased to their own perceived virtue, which i find really interesting.
sorry from the long ramble, i just love thinking about these kinds of complex moral topics!