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so if i was born mentally ill, and have been mentally ill for my painfully short life, and the longest i can remember going without some sort of disastrous episode is five days,,,then does that mean this is just how life is?

ugh.

[quote name="MaeDae" date="2020-01-04 01:30:12" ] so if i was born mentally ill, and have been mentally ill for my painfully short life, and the longest i can remember going without some sort of disastrous episode is five days,,,then does that mean this is just how life is? ugh. [/quote] [color=360705]unfortunately, same hat. i think i had my first breakdown this year earlier today. somehow, the mental illnesses aren't as painful as knowing what these mental illnesses entail. iirc 70% of people with autism or at least some syndrome on the spectrum end up developing alzheimer's, and to think i'm likely to die not remembering who i was at all brings me visceral fear. i want to leave this world with a better life for my kin, but i worry i might die before i could change anything, or that there would even be a world to save and my sacrifice would all be for nothing.

cmon I just gotta finish this one project the I'm DONE

[color=purple][font=Helvetica][size=4]me waiting for the MP to stock what i'm after: [img]https://66.media.tumblr.com/108c6483e45c29b62e50ab9739383f6f/5a8bf683b03c2887-33/s640x960/d382d09bdd411c2526c334d495befe3fe096ce1f.jpg[/img]

man minecraft with shaders is so good. also my ma bought me an ugly rainbow plushie and i dont know what to do with it :/ its not even the good rainbow colours and it has a face and boots??? so weird, and not even fun-weird....... ma are ye for real i already have a rainbow balloon thas enough. recieving gifts you dont want is so .. :/ yknow. like :/

inuyasha slaps

Finished my second drawing within less than 24 hours and it feels GOOD

Me waiting for Disney Channel or Disney XD to air Wreck-it Ralph be like: [img]https://i.imgur.com/emDaRIf.jpg[/img]

I'm rocking these fluffy cabin socks and Ouija board shirt