General Discussion

the worst part of this book is that half the time idk whos talking

I'm trying to accept the fact that I'm pretty much going to have to find another job if I ever want to ever be able to live on my own again. Like, why do jobs think it's okay to not pay people a wage that they can live on? Not to mention give garbage insurance, but that insurance also cost me 60 dollars a week out of my paycheck. Yet it covers like nothing. Honestly, dying sounds like a better option at this point. At least I could leave this garbage world behind.

i really do wish i were like genbu. courageous and with the strength to justify it, and a strong sense to protect those she bonds with. most importantly, i want to help my cousin cope with abusive parents, since in special ed, i was much the same. i lashed out against those teachers i feared, but quickly gave up with that after threats of blackmail and becoming notorious for being dangerous. i want to have that carefree courage again to protect those i love, repair damaged bonds, and set right what once went wrong. all i need now is a catalyst, a spark.

i wanna learn an instrument but i dont wanna learn an instrument you feel me???

Why are people so complicated with their feelings? Just say what you want, when you want. Stop living for everyone around you other than yourself.

Is making yourself sneeze weird? I do it sometimes when my nose is super stuffy, but blowing it does absolutely nothing. But sneezing makes it go away, and I feel totally better afterwards.

Yep, I'm weird.

Praised da Lord for I have been saved!

But all for the terrible cost of a lab that I might have enjoyed. :(

I am NOT looking forward to my midterms this month...

godddd my head hurts. someone get the guillotine. or maybe just some ibuprofen.