General Discussion

@deathcupcake13
Ty for your kind words! Although I just had a recent convo with my parents (I didnt come out just to clarify-) and I think my family is homophobic ;w;

Right now I don't know if I've been a cis girl all along or if I'm genderfluid and experienced a very sneaky, very feminine gender shift. I'm in a constant state of confusion. If, in the past, I was very sure my gender was something else, I now say to myself that I must have been mistaken! Brains are terribly confusing, I want to be a jellyfish. :/

I kind of want an ace ring but also I don't know if I want to wear a ring on my dominant hand and my fashion "style" is that I don't really wear anything that's not absolutely necessary, so I've worn jewelry on a normal day literally once in my life. Not sure how I'd feel about wearing jewelry on a regular basis.

Also while I like the idea of connecting with fellow aces, I don't know if I want questions from my classmates (to be fair, my classmates don't seem to pay too much attention to me unless they need help on STEM homework lol)

UPDATE:
It is now confirmed that my family IS homophobic. Damn, I thought that they would accept it. But ig not, my mom said stuff from the bible about how God doesn't accept gay relationship, and it just hurt my heart all the way to hell, I swear it did. I just don't feel like nobody can accept me, like, damn why did I have to live in a family like this?

Well, I'll listen to deathbed for the next 24 hours crying in my bedroom. (PS: I didn't come out to them, my mom just noticed I was watching lgbtq+ stuff and started lecturing me)

@EpsilonWingS
parents really need to stop using religion as an excuse to be homophobic jfc. i'm really sorry that happened :(

Current gender: guys that look like girls

Howdy hey! I'm a genderfluid agender pansexual <3
Some good news: I am legally changing my name sometime this year or next year :D

[quote name="StarrberryPills" date="2021-09-19 05:30:26" ] @/EpsilonWingS parents really need to stop using religion as an excuse to be homophobic jfc. i'm really sorry that happened :( [/quote] Yeah that's true lol. Also dw I'll get through with the haunting thought that I might have no way to go to heaven ;w;

[quote name="StarfallRanch" date="2021-09-19 14:19:15" ] Howdy hey! I'm a genderfluid agender pansexual <3 Some good news: I am legally changing my name sometime this year or next year :D [/quote] Heyyo and welcome! That's some really good news :D I actually wanna change my name too cuz I just don't feel comfortable when people say my name (also me-)

I'm getting my chest binder sometime next week! Hopefully Monday but most likely Tuesday- I'm trying to convince myself it won't fit in the case it doesn't so I'm not heartbroken but we'll see [emoji=tundra happy size=1]