Fall
She was an acrobat, and she was never to fall. That was her job. Twist, turn, spin, fly, dazzle, amaze. Falling was not and never could be part of the program, that much was clear.
The image of perfection was what the audience needed to see, there could be no seams in the fantasy she whisked them away on night after night. That would detract from the magic of the circus.
Life, however, is not like a dream and one day her foot slipped. Her wings did not unfurl in time, and Fiona found herself plummeting, the illusion shattered, the dream having become a nightmare. All she could hear was the music going silent, the gasps of the crowd, and air rushing through her ears. She crashed to the ground in a sickening thud.
Silence followed. No one seemed to know what to say. Fiona blinked open her eyes and found herself staring up at the peak of the red and gold tent. Her vision danced as she tried to catch her breath. Her heart pounded in her chest. Was everything okay? Had she broken anything? She rolled over and got her her feet. Her body ached, but she was not hindered. She took to the skies once more, determined to finish the act and make up for the break in her performance. It was as if nothing had happened, she performed as if her body felt nothing.
Because the Ringmaster, Kaladin, made one thing clear: no matter what, the show must go on.
Winter
Rhowen shivered, though not from the cold. He stared at his trembling hands, trying to keep them still.
No! No! No! Not again!
His breath caught in his chest as he saw the frost begin to form on his fingertips, spreading down his body and seeping across the floor.
I'm better than this! I can't let this happen again! Not here! Not now!
He was glad he had been able to get away from Ruby in time. If his wife knew how he was struggling to keep his powers under control, that he was at risk of freezing the entire clan solid, she would have to throw him out for the safety of the clan. There was no other way. How could he be a protector of the clan if he himself was inadvertently a threat to it.
Breathe Rhowen. He told himself, closing his eyes to focus.
You've got this.
With tremendous effort, Rhowen concentrated on holding his powers in. It burned like frostbite, he could feel the cold pressing against him, trying to get out, to spread, to destroy, but he had it under control. He could live with this pain.
Suddenly, there was a knock at the door.
"Not right now! I'm busy!" Rhowen shouted through gritted teeth. The loss in concentration had lost him his control, and he struggled to rein it back in.
"Rhowen, is everything okay?" Ruby's voice sounded on the other side of the door.
"Everything. Is. Fine." Rhowen groaned, feeling more and more of his control slip away. This was it.
Ruby opened to door just as the frost spread across the entirety of the floor. Icicles began to form on the ceiling as Rhowen curled in on himself, trying to hold it all in. Ruby rushed to his side.
"Talk to me, what's going on?" Ruby asked, concern flashing in her eyes.
"I can't do it. There is too much inside of me." Rhowen gasped.
"I've got you. It's okay, I've got you." Ruby hummed, holding him close.
"No... I'll freeze you..." Rhowen warned. He was supposed to protect her, that had always been his job.
"You're not my guard anymore." Ruby reminded him. "You're my husband and I am not letting you go through this alone."
All Rhowen could do was nod. Panic coursed through him as he saw the frost beginning to form on his feathers.
"How long have you been holding this in?" Ruby asked.
"Years. I thought if I just didn't use my powers-" Rhowen stopped, he couldn't talk and concentrate at the same time.
"It's okay." Ruby soothed. "Okay, now would you be able to let it out a bit at a time? Maybe you could give Windkeep Tower a snow day."
"I'm scared." Rhowen admitted, the images of the three clans he had frozen etched in his mind. Three clans that would not live and thrive again, doomed to an eternity of standing in the cold. He could not let that happen again.
"Try it, because you obviously have too much energy inside of you." Ruby reminded him. "I'm right here by your side. Just let out a little bit.
With a deep breath, Rhowen released a small amount of the intense power building up inside of him. A blizzard began, that he was sure stretched outside of the rooms of the embassy. He could feel a breeze pushing the flurries outward and he was sure Ruby was helping disperse his powers. Soon the whole clan would be covered by snow clouds.
Ruby stayed with him all night, unbothered by the flurries of snow buffeting her, leaving a buildup of white on her feathers. By sunrise, the flurries stopped. Rhowen had emptied himself of his powers. Ruby pulled Rhowen to his feet. The pair were exhausted after such a long and draining night, but what they saw brought smiles to their faces.
Around Windkeep Tower, dragons were waking up to snow. Hatchlings squealed with delight and begged their parents to let them go out and play. Some dragons were beginning snowball fights, or building snowmen. All around, a warm sense of joy was spreading.
"Promise me you'll never let it get to that point again." Ruby said, turning to Rhowen. Her green eyes stared into his intensely. "I know you've had bad experiences, but your powers aren't inherently dangerous. You don't have to be afraid of them. Look at how much joy you've brought to this clan, good things can come of magic like yours."
Rhowen nodded, feeling a renewed energy within him. He wasn't the monster he had once been. After all he had been through, he finally felt a sense of peace wash over him like the fresh blanket of snow on the ground.
All was right with the world, if only just for the day.