i finally started t yesterday (the 12th) after a looooong two years of stops and starts of trying! i don't think i've noticed anything significant yet, except for that my throat now constantly feels like i have a frog in it. that's not something i was feeling until the day i started t, i don't feel sick at all, and i had a crackly voice earlier today, so i'm reeeeeeally hoping it's the vocal cord changes happening faster than i thought they would....
(edit: won't lie though it's a very strange not particularly comfy feeling, 300% worth what it means but if you're soon to be going on t be prepared to eventually have this odd feeling for a bit)
i finally started t yesterday (the 12th) after a looooong two years of stops and starts of trying! i don't think i've noticed anything significant yet, except for that my throat now constantly feels like i have a frog in it. that's not something i was feeling until the day i started t, i don't feel sick at all, and i had a crackly voice earlier today, so i'm reeeeeeally hoping it's the vocal cord changes happening faster than i thought they would....
(edit: won't lie though it's a very strange not particularly comfy feeling, 300% worth what it means but if you're soon to be going on t be prepared to eventually have this odd feeling for a bit)
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Hi everyone! I've been playing for a couple of years now but the only friends I've made are no longer active :(. I was hoping I could make some new ones! I am a nonbinary bisexual and my pronouns are they/them. Im 20 years old and hopefully going to start gender therapy soon!
Hi everyone! I've been playing for a couple of years now but the only friends I've made are no longer active :(. I was hoping I could make some new ones! I am a nonbinary bisexual and my pronouns are they/them. Im 20 years old and hopefully going to start gender therapy soon!
[quote name="cathartiidae" date="2021-09-13 19:39:18" ]
i finally started t yesterday (the 12th) after a looooong two years of stops and starts of trying! i don't think i've noticed anything significant yet, except for that my throat now constantly feels like i have a frog in it. that's not something i was feeling until the day i started t, i don't feel sick at all, and i had a crackly voice earlier today, so i'm reeeeeeally hoping it's the vocal cord changes happening faster than i thought they would....
(edit: won't lie though it's a very strange not particularly comfy feeling, 300% worth what it means but if you're soon to be going on t be prepared to eventually have this odd feeling for a bit)
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Congrats! (I'm sorry that's all I have to say my mind is occupied lol-)
cathartiidae wrote on 2021-09-13 19:39:18:
i finally started t yesterday (the 12th) after a looooong two years of stops and starts of trying! i don't think i've noticed anything significant yet, except for that my throat now constantly feels like i have a frog in it. that's not something i was feeling until the day i started t, i don't feel sick at all, and i had a crackly voice earlier today, so i'm reeeeeeally hoping it's the vocal cord changes happening faster than i thought they would....
(edit: won't lie though it's a very strange not particularly comfy feeling, 300% worth what it means but if you're soon to be going on t be prepared to eventually have this odd feeling for a bit)
Congrats! (I'm sorry that's all I have to say my mind is occupied lol-)
[quote name="zombiekitten1220" date="2021-09-13 19:56:34" ]
Hi everyone! I've been playing for a couple of years now but the only friends I've made are no longer active :(. I was hoping I could make some new ones! I am a nonbinary bisexual and my pronouns are they/them. Im 20 years old and hopefully going to start gender therapy soon!
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Welcome! I hope ur having great day :>
zombiekitten1220 wrote on 2021-09-13 19:56:34:
Hi everyone! I've been playing for a couple of years now but the only friends I've made are no longer active :(. I was hoping I could make some new ones! I am a nonbinary bisexual and my pronouns are they/them. Im 20 years old and hopefully going to start gender therapy soon!
Welcome! I hope ur having great day :>
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EpsilonWingS I'm really sorry that happened to you. It's especially hard when that kind of stuff comes from family. I hope your day got better!
Little intro! I go by Xill on here :) My pronouns are she/her though I don't mind being called anything else. I don't really completely identify with any sexuality, so I just go with queer/gay. I've really been enjoying FR and it's super neat to meet new people on here.
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EpsilonWingS I'm really sorry that happened to you. It's especially hard when that kind of stuff comes from family. I hope your day got better!
Little intro! I go by Xill on here :) My pronouns are she/her though I don't mind being called anything else. I don't really completely identify with any sexuality, so I just go with queer/gay. I've really been enjoying FR and it's super neat to meet new people on here.
[quote name="Stillxill" date="2021-09-13 23:55:19" ]
@/EpsilonWingS I'm really sorry that happened to you. It's especially hard when that kind of stuff comes from family. I hope your day got better!
Little intro! I go by Xill on here :) My pronouns are she/her though I don't mind being called anything else. I don't really completely identify with any sexuality, so I just go with queer/gay. I've really been enjoying FR and it's super neat to meet new people on here.
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@Stillxill I'm fine! Dw, thats only the least of my problems hehe (or is it?) well for the 'having a good day' part I'm super stressed but on the bright side, I broke up with my bf, and if u didn't know I'm super uncomfortable with him nowadays and it's good to finally let him go :>
Anywho, welcome! And yes, it is really nice to meet new peeps here :> [s](also is that amity on ur sig-)[/s]
Stillxill wrote on 2021-09-13 23:55:19:
@/EpsilonWingS I'm really sorry that happened to you. It's especially hard when that kind of stuff comes from family. I hope your day got better!
Little intro! I go by Xill on here :) My pronouns are she/her though I don't mind being called anything else. I don't really completely identify with any sexuality, so I just go with queer/gay. I've really been enjoying FR and it's super neat to meet new people on here.
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Stillxill I'm fine! Dw, thats only the least of my problems hehe (or is it?) well for the 'having a good day' part I'm super stressed but on the bright side, I broke up with my bf, and if u didn't know I'm super uncomfortable with him nowadays and it's good to finally let him go :>
Anywho, welcome! And yes, it is really nice to meet new peeps here :>
(also is that amity on ur sig-)
[quote name="zombiekitten1220" date="2021-09-14 02:01:55" ]
@/EpsilonWingS thank you so much
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Ur welcome :>
zombiekitten1220 wrote on 2021-09-14 02:01:55:
@/EpsilonWingS thank you so much
Ur welcome :>
[quote name="StarrberryPills" date="2021-09-13 09:51:42" ]
last night i had a dream where someone forced me to bind, and all it did was ruin my chest and made me miserable. and i think it really cements on that i will never bind. and it saddens me even more because for awhile i had the conscious that i had to in order to be accepted as nonbinary even if it made me uncomfortable
i think the lesson here is, never make someone bind if they don't want to
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a bit of an add on, but it does remind me of a time where i tried to physically appear more masculine to again feel accepted (wearing a very tight sports bra, an oversized hoodie, and tucking my hair in a hat), and it again made me miserable. i'm a very feminine person and it's sad that for awhile, i thought i [i]had[/i] to force myself to be masculine in order to be accepted by others despite it making me very unhappy
StarrberryPills wrote on 2021-09-13 09:51:42:
last night i had a dream where someone forced me to bind, and all it did was ruin my chest and made me miserable. and i think it really cements on that i will never bind. and it saddens me even more because for awhile i had the conscious that i had to in order to be accepted as nonbinary even if it made me uncomfortable
i think the lesson here is, never make someone bind if they don't want to
a bit of an add on, but it does remind me of a time where i tried to physically appear more masculine to again feel accepted (wearing a very tight sports bra, an oversized hoodie, and tucking my hair in a hat), and it again made me miserable. i'm a very feminine person and it's sad that for awhile, i thought i
had to force myself to be masculine in order to be accepted by others despite it making me very unhappy
[quote name="huniepie" date="2021-09-14 09:39:08" ]
hey again everyone! just wanted to pop in again and say hello ^^
still a biromantic (need to change my siggy, but I can’t right now TmT) and gray ace, still a demigirl! had a bunch of gender crisis for a while a few days ago but I’m all good now :P
how is everyone?
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Hey hey! I'm fine UwU
huniepie wrote on 2021-09-14 09:39:08:
hey again everyone! just wanted to pop in again and say hello ^^
still a biromantic (need to change my siggy, but I can’t right now TmT) and gray ace, still a demigirl! had a bunch of gender crisis for a while a few days ago but I’m all good now :P
how is everyone?
Hey hey! I'm fine UwU