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[i]I've been feeling a little existential and reflective now that I'm looking at the world through the eyes of an adult. I feel like as I take on my newfound freedom, my carefree nostalgia gets further and further away, but I hold tightly onto those memories until they turn bittersweet. [/i][/center]
I've been feeling a little existential and reflective now that I'm looking at the world through the eyes of an adult. I feel like as I take on my newfound freedom, my carefree nostalgia gets further and further away, but I hold tightly onto those memories until they turn bittersweet.
"Well, my soul is the Devil's own and he holds the deed
And I'm bound to Hell's Canyon for eternity."
Dustin | He/Him | 20 | FR +3
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schizophrenia moment
schizophrenia moment
Currently, I feel really childish, anxious, bored and sad.
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Currently, I feel really childish, anxious, bored and sad.
Oh boy, this one’s complex.
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Basically I’ve been wrongfully putting my friends on pedestals, and as a result closing off communications with them because I’m so terrified of accidentally insulting them. Today I opened up about how I feel, and they were so supportive to me, and I feel like I might be able to let my true colors finally show.
Oh boy, this one’s complex.
Basically I’ve been wrongfully putting my friends on pedestals, and as a result closing off communications with them because I’m so terrified of accidentally insulting them. Today I opened up about how I feel, and they were so supportive to me, and I feel like I might be able to let my true colors finally show.
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the absolute best way i can describe it is that i currently feel like a slab of drywall
the absolute best way i can describe it is that i currently feel like a slab of drywall
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UMBRELLA / BROLLY
THEY/HE/SHE
FR +17
MIRROR ENTHUSIAST
AVATAR / PROGEN
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click here for a dapper little lad
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Darker colors for the primary and tert because I am just,, [i]so tired[/i]. Radioactive wings and bright eyes because I still have motivation to write/draw things but I'm just way too tired to do them, if only ):
Darker colors for the primary and tert because I am just,,
so tired. Radioactive wings and bright eyes because I still have motivation to write/draw things but I'm just way too tired to do them, if only ):
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Been feeling very dull and grey lately. Kinda like TV static, so voila my closest approximation to such. School's over for me, but it doesn't feel like it, so now I'm just tired for no reason. Also, there's the ~fun times~ of being smacked in the face with the realization that everyone sees me as something I so completely and utterly am [i]not[/i], and that I don't even have the guts to correct them. It makes me feel so small and I can't ever tell them. The glowing eyes, though,, there's hope. In people thousands of kilometers and over half a day apart that I have to stay up until sunrise to talk to, that care for the /real/ me, that make surviving this constant exhaustion worth it. Also bluelight bc I'm blasting my eyes completely out of shape for the sake of my mental health lmao
Been feeling very dull and grey lately. Kinda like TV static, so voila my closest approximation to such. School's over for me, but it doesn't feel like it, so now I'm just tired for no reason. Also, there's the ~fun times~ of being smacked in the face with the realization that everyone sees me as something I so completely and utterly am
not, and that I don't even have the guts to correct them. It makes me feel so small and I can't ever tell them. The glowing eyes, though,, there's hope. In people thousands of kilometers and over half a day apart that I have to stay up until sunrise to talk to, that care for the /real/ me, that make surviving this constant exhaustion worth it. Also bluelight bc I'm blasting my eyes completely out of shape for the sake of my mental health lmao
"What- you, the father of all skepticism, worried?"
"Just because I don't think it happened doesn't mean I can't be worried."
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feelin a lil stinky and stressed from loud noises but the existence of cute boys are keepin me afloat
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i just wanna go outside and DO STUFF cause it's pretty and sunny out but im BURNT OUT and have no spoons waaarghhh
Currently, I feel really anxious, stressed and worried. Yesterday, my family and I applied to adopt a cat, and I'm so excited!... and so nervous. I really hope everything turns out okay, and I cant help but feel like I'm doing something wrong, and I'm worried they will deny us, and I'm worried things just wont turn out good.... and we have to wait like three weeks for the results, so I feel like I'm in horrible suspense LOL
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Currently, I feel really anxious, stressed and worried. Yesterday, my family and I applied to adopt a cat, and I'm so excited!... and so nervous. I really hope everything turns out okay, and I cant help but feel like I'm doing something wrong, and I'm worried they will deny us, and I'm worried things just wont turn out good.... and we have to wait like three weeks for the results, so I feel like I'm in horrible suspense LOL
