Raziel
(#63046482)
Your paradise is lost, what will you do now?
Serenity
Supernal Brightbeast
Click or tap to view this dragon in Predict Morphology.
Energy: 50/50
This dragon’s natural inborn element is Light.
Female Skydancer
This dragon is hibernating.
Expand the dragon details section.
Collapse the dragon details section.
Personal Style
Apparel
Skin
Scene
Measurements
Length
3.58 m
Wingspan
3.72 m
Weight
546.88 kg
Genetics
Chocolate
Cherub
Cherub
Pink
Striation
Striation
Maize
Underbelly
Underbelly
Hatchday
Breed
Eye Type
Level 1 Skydancer
EXP: 0 / 245
STR
4
AGI
5
DEF
4
QCK
9
INT
9
VIT
4
MND
9
Biography
R A Z I E L
he/him or they/them | fallen angel
lonely - bitter - closed
"I can't hear them anymore."
It was the first time he felt like this. Love, dedication, and loyalty was twisted into something ugly, and emotions he didn't - couldn't understand threatened to overwhelm him.
He tried to ignore those feelings for as long as he could, but again and again he asked himself, "Why?"
Why did he have to dedicate himself to these humans when the only one he wanted to give his loyalty to was his Father?
Father had never praised him, never showed his love to him but these hairless apes were praised for all their ugly imperfections and now he was asked to love them more than his Father?
How could he possibly do such a thing?
Sun-drenched feathers obscured his vision, and he could hear an awful screaming that he couldn't find the source of. Everything burned, and he couldn't comprehend what was happening.
Then understanding kicked in and his screams reached a new crescendo.
He was Falling.
Specks of black, iridescent soot swept past him, borne away by the wind and what remained of his wings flapped erratically on instinct as he rushed faster toward the ground.
The second he hit the ground, he could no longer see, or hear, or even think. All he could do was feel the hot white, exploding pain that covered his whole body.
How long had that moment lasted? He had no idea. He no longer had a past or a future he could comprehend at that moment. He no longer had a physical form, for it had melted away to nothing, and all he was was a mind that had discovered that Hell was real and that moment was all that was ever going to exist for the rest of eternity.
He tried to ignore those feelings for as long as he could, but again and again he asked himself, "Why?"
Why did he have to dedicate himself to these humans when the only one he wanted to give his loyalty to was his Father?
Father had never praised him, never showed his love to him but these hairless apes were praised for all their ugly imperfections and now he was asked to love them more than his Father?
How could he possibly do such a thing?
Sun-drenched feathers obscured his vision, and he could hear an awful screaming that he couldn't find the source of. Everything burned, and he couldn't comprehend what was happening.
Then understanding kicked in and his screams reached a new crescendo.
He was Falling.
Specks of black, iridescent soot swept past him, borne away by the wind and what remained of his wings flapped erratically on instinct as he rushed faster toward the ground.
The second he hit the ground, he could no longer see, or hear, or even think. All he could do was feel the hot white, exploding pain that covered his whole body.
How long had that moment lasted? He had no idea. He no longer had a past or a future he could comprehend at that moment. He no longer had a physical form, for it had melted away to nothing, and all he was was a mind that had discovered that Hell was real and that moment was all that was ever going to exist for the rest of eternity.
Quote:
Misc. Character Notes
-When he fell, was cut off from the Divine and that's the thing that bothers him the most
-Name means "Secret of God" from Raz meaning "secret" and -iel being "of god"
-Genuinely hates how much he enjoys some aspects of mortal life, as he doesn't feel like he deserves any sort of enjoyment.
-His back is covered with self-inflicted scars, as well as the ones from falling, something his bedmates tend to comment on.
-Clumsily attempts to love humans in the only way he knows how, though it's only ever hurt him.
-Only one forcing him to repent is well, himself. No one else is listening in the end.
-Bit bipolar on his feelings about God. Hates them so very much for reducing him to this, but still wants them to please just answer, notice him again.
-Craves love, or the illusion of it; in any form.
-Unable to turn people's requests down, despite appearances.
-At this point; doesn't know whether he wants to be saved or to die.
-Doesn't think he can save himself, because he's not worthy of it. But he wants, oh he wants so badly to have someone else forgive him.
-When he fell, was cut off from the Divine and that's the thing that bothers him the most
-Name means "Secret of God" from Raz meaning "secret" and -iel being "of god"
-Genuinely hates how much he enjoys some aspects of mortal life, as he doesn't feel like he deserves any sort of enjoyment.
-His back is covered with self-inflicted scars, as well as the ones from falling, something his bedmates tend to comment on.
-Clumsily attempts to love humans in the only way he knows how, though it's only ever hurt him.
-Only one forcing him to repent is well, himself. No one else is listening in the end.
-Bit bipolar on his feelings about God. Hates them so very much for reducing him to this, but still wants them to please just answer, notice him again.
-Craves love, or the illusion of it; in any form.
-Unable to turn people's requests down, despite appearances.
-At this point; doesn't know whether he wants to be saved or to die.
-Doesn't think he can save himself, because he's not worthy of it. But he wants, oh he wants so badly to have someone else forgive him.
TEMPLATE BY SETOPOOL #16674;
Click or tap a food type to individually feed this dragon only. The other dragons in your lair will not have their energy replenished.
Feed this dragon Insects.
This dragon doesn't eat Meat.
This dragon doesn't eat Seafood.
Feed this dragon Plants.
You can share this dragon on the forums by either copying the browser URL manually, or using bbcode!
Exalting Raziel to the service of the Plaguebringer will remove them from your lair forever. They will leave behind a small sum of riches that they have accumulated. This action is irreversible.
Do you wish to continue?
- Names must be longer than 2 characters.
- Names must be no longer than 16 characters.
- Names can only contain letters.
- Names must be no longer than 16 characters.
- Names can only contain letters.