Eternity
Eternity stood there, stunned at everything. His boggled brain couldn't believe all that was happening. So, he laughed. He laughed and laughed until he couldn't breathe. At which point, he took the explosive, swallowed it, letting the damned thing explode in the ball of fire and shadow he had created in his stomach, allowing a small burp of smoke to escape.
Harmless normally it may be, but damned if it wasn't his favorite party favor. He took a deep breath, and sent the sharp daggers coated with the poison of his small friend who was still hidden, one at Chloe, two at the hidden shadows. Nothing, escaped his purview, especially in the dark.
"Well... My nature is of no concern to you, but as for your questions... I understand your mind is clouded with grief. That this is all a terrible moment for you, a friend of yours has... died. At least, as far as you know. So, lets put this straight.
"I, did not kill her. Purposefully, at least. it is just like you said, we are in a game of cat and mouse, one where even the smallest mis-step will lead to your death. I had just gotten off a high of rage, fear and anger. My hunger and thirst had sent me into a state of primal instinct, one you would never understand.
"I heard a noise to the side, so I raced after it, intent on stopping whoever this foe was, and it turned to just be Bimala. By the time I realized who she was and how she was harmless, it was too late. I ran off, knowing how dangerous the crowd had become, and realizing I had made a mistake.
"But let me make one thing clear,
Guardian, I kill out of necessity. Not because I enjoy it, or because I get praised for the deaths that happen in this arena. Not because I love the fear and rage necessary to perform it, or the sadness and guilt that come after.
"I kill when I have no other options left, or when my Honour is challenged. I did not want to kill the Mirror. I just needed food and water, and when my emotions were high, when I had near-no control over my mind, I heard her, and attacked.
"Do not think I have no guilt over this, do not believe that I am heartless. I entered these games to test my skill, to protect my clan, and to keep my Nephews and Nieces out of this. So look me in my eyes, and challenge my honour.
"What looks like cruelty to you, what looks like Arrogance and Pretentiousness, is how I grieve. She was an innocent, who's life was taken by these damned games. Trust me, should I ever get my paw on that damned coordinator, I'll rip his guts and flay him alive, feed him his own claws. You grieve with anger and desperation.
"So I dare you to look at me, and see what you thought you did. To project your damned emotions on me, and believe that I am not sorry for her death. She volunteered for this much like me, or you, or
ANYONE ELSE IN THIS GODS-DAMNED ARENA! I ask you," His eyes, one burning flame that seemed to come out of his socket with shadows dancing, the other a pale fire, shadows dotting it, staring right into her soul
"Do you really believe I have no grief? No sadness? For her 'Death'?"
He chuckled wryly in his head, certain nobody heard him. Did they all REALLY believe she was asleep? It was the arena! Fools.
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