I wanna draw humans so badly but I'm awful at it. They always turn out uncanny or lopsided, and I can't for the life of me figure out what I'm doing wrong.
#1 Issue is always the faces, they always turn out uncanny, and I can't draw a good face without tracing, which sucks.
Usually I'll practice by tracing some faces, trying to figure out how to proportion, and where lines go. But as soon as I draw next to the reference rather than tracing it, it drops straight into uncanny valley, and I give up.
I'm so frustrated I just wanna draw humans T-T
TL;DR
I suck at drawing human faces, frequently give up on practicing due to frustration, and would really appreciate advice.
Here's basically what I've been doing:
So this time I began by tracing some anime faces. I did the whole circle and proportion lines to try and get an idea of how to draw it. These usually turn out fine. But of course, tracing is just practicing, and not technically my own art.

After this, I attempted drawing a face without reference. An OC of mine named Vard. I used the similar guidelines of circle and proportion lines. It turned out alright IMO. (the tiny guy next to him is how I normally draw him)

From here my face drawing takes a dramatic nosedive:
Then I tried a more realistic reference. Same method of circle and lines. But it looks bad.

How

Every other attempt without a reference was just downhill from there.

I'd like to know what I'm doing wrong, or if I'm just not putting enough effort into this. I never liked drawing human faces, but I really would like to be able to. Any advice would be appreciated!
#1 Issue is always the faces, they always turn out uncanny, and I can't draw a good face without tracing, which sucks.
Usually I'll practice by tracing some faces, trying to figure out how to proportion, and where lines go. But as soon as I draw next to the reference rather than tracing it, it drops straight into uncanny valley, and I give up.
I'm so frustrated I just wanna draw humans T-T
TL;DR
I suck at drawing human faces, frequently give up on practicing due to frustration, and would really appreciate advice.
Here's basically what I've been doing:
So this time I began by tracing some anime faces. I did the whole circle and proportion lines to try and get an idea of how to draw it. These usually turn out fine. But of course, tracing is just practicing, and not technically my own art.

After this, I attempted drawing a face without reference. An OC of mine named Vard. I used the similar guidelines of circle and proportion lines. It turned out alright IMO. (the tiny guy next to him is how I normally draw him)

From here my face drawing takes a dramatic nosedive:
Then I tried a more realistic reference. Same method of circle and lines. But it looks bad.

How

Every other attempt without a reference was just downhill from there.

I'd like to know what I'm doing wrong, or if I'm just not putting enough effort into this. I never liked drawing human faces, but I really would like to be able to. Any advice would be appreciated!