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Serum

(#24695935)

Level 1 Imperial

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Scorpio

Energy: 45/50

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Length

20.78 m

Wingspan

15.49 m

Weight

8212.02 kg

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Royal
Petals

Teal
Toxin

Aqua
Glimmer

Hatchday

Jun 18, 2016
(7 years)

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Adult
Imperial

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Lightning
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Level 1 Imperial

EXP: 0 / 245

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Hi yes this is all of my posts from the "Post your current thought" thread that got locked and I don't want to lose them so yeah.

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February 11, 2017 11:18:18
I'm not gonna get lunch again today because there's nothing good to eat in the house and my dad is in a bad mood so he won't eat >:I

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May 20, 2017 14:00:00
Should I work in my French homework right now? Hmmmmm...

Nah.....

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July 27, 2017 18:42:48
Sad that I've been posting my art on DA for almost two years and I still only have 28 watchers and only get maximum 3 favorites on any of my drawings...

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August 28, 2017 13:26:29
Why does life have to be so complicated

Like

Why do I have to become an adult

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September 17, 2017 14:54:16
Candy corn is gr8

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January 18, 2018 12:37:40
Why did someone that I never talk to send me a meme on Messenger??? I'm so confused

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June 17, 2018 20:54:24
It's my birthday tomorrow. I'll be 18. I just found out my parents don't have anything planned for me. At all. I expected some kind of gift maybe but like??? Nope nothing. Idk if there's even a cake.

Happy birthday to me. Welcome to adulthood.

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July 15, 2018 21:37:16
Gotta go to work tomorrow
...sadness is overwhelming my soul
At least when I was in school I enjoyed it

Also, I miss hanging out with my friend every day, he's neat.

Also I wish everyone would stop assuming I'm interested in him like NO we're FRIENDS stop it before I lose it thx m8

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August 28, 2018 16:19:28
i don't wike it

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September 23, 2018 12:20:48
My fish

He's not ok

I don't know how to help him

I don't want him to leave

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December 01, 2018 12:48:49
I hope I see my friend today after my rehearsal since I have to walk over to where my mom/sister are afterwards and my sister's rehearsal is with my friend's so yeah

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December 31, 2018 13:00:20
this guy that my dad is friends with is weird and I dn't like him and he's staying over and ewww

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January 09, 2019 11:41:04
why is my stomach trying to kill me aaah this sucks

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January 09, 2019 13:44:37
I kinda wish I was still in high school but also not at the same time, man I just miss my friends who haven't graduated like me aaaaaaaaaa

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March 30, 2019 09:03:35
I want it to be summer already fffff but big sad I'll have to work in the summer again because I'm an 'adult' now so yeah, also I miss my frieeeeend stiiilllll aaah

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May 20, 2019 16:13:18
i'd like it if people would stop assuming everything i do with my friend (he's a guy I'm a girl) is a date. like no. dikjfhskslfhsdfj it makes me so uncomfortableee

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June 09, 2019 20:44:53
uuuuhh sometimes I feel like I'm being super obnoxious by existing, yaknow? yaaayyy we don't stan that

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June 23, 2019 10:42:53
it needs to stop raining if it keeps going it'll rain out the field show and I won't get to see my friend :I rude weather

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July 07, 2019 17:27:03
i wish he wasn't so busy right now aaa but he's having so much fun so that feels selfish and creepy to say

yeeet

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July 15, 2019 12:19:23
So basically I'm kjghfdasdhlahjfgdsjhfklsh

AAaaaA I want to travel so bad but NOPE apparently I can't do that because my sister does a tour with her marching band every summer which makes her not want to do anything in August so rip we don't do anything. We don't even camp like ever anymore

frick

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July 19, 2019 22:45:49
huh i don't understand anything lol rip me i'm his best friend and we still had an awkward silence???? kjhgfhkjljhg

i mean we had a gr8 conversation later but like that moment. just uh. quiet. rip

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July 21, 2019 16:24:51
frick i'm dumb

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July 22, 2019 12:07:57
he just told me that i'm his best friend and i told him he's mine. but i'm still too awkward to make plans with him because i worry about annoying him. rip

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August 10, 2019 10:33:56
My emotions are an insecure 9 year old named Jeff who can't do anything right and is extremely annoying yay

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August 12, 2019 10:11:13
i keep having headaches and I think it's because of the weather suCKING SO BAD and ick everything is bad

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August 13, 2019 16:54:24

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thesmallestshark wrote on 2019-08-13 11:38:20:
Ah yes nothing like the reassurance once again that I am 100% Aro/Ace.

Thanks....body

Literally the biggest mood ever

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August 18, 2019 17:02:18
yay i love bouts of being super emotionally detached for no reason at all like one moment i'm like h u g the next I'm Don't Touch Me and I have no clue why ayy

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September 02, 2019 09:16:07
frick frack snick snack tic tac

IOKJLYSFGHKSJ i am fear

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September 12, 2019 15:15:14
Why am I stupid like legit why am I obsessed with being section leader, like what. Frick I wish I didn't care as much as I do and I'm afraid I'm annoying all of my friends and like ffffff I can't. Be like. A good person?? Like, I just want everything, but idk if I deserve everything

I'm sorry

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September 13, 2019 14:36:34
oi i'm stupid and i'll never be section leader haha they don't like me i'm a jerk and yay i boss people around too much and i don't even realize it

my best friend probably thinks i'm an idiot but probably not but what if he does frickresdfhkjsdgf

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September 15, 2019 16:27:58
my freaking sister is driving me up the wall lmao like, she hangs out with this guy for 5 hours and then comes home and proceeds to snap him or talk on discord for like 87654 hours after and she never ever talks to us and she has become an awful person who only talks to this dude and games constantly

like how can someone's life be so lame wow and she just gets mad at us 24/7 like we're the problem, well maybe if you didn't ignore everyone all the time we wouldnt hate you.

rant done

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September 15, 2019 17:11:52
she's toxic she's toxic she's toxic

I can't do this anymore what the actual holy frick

what happened to you????

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September 17, 2019 21:32:11
i regret everything oops wow i just made myself look really freaking weird

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September 20, 2019 15:01:32
I like leaning on my friend's shoulder it's comfy and good but I don't like how people around us are probably assuming that we're together rip big ace energy lmao

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September 22, 2019 16:35:25
hahahahahaha what am I why am I different from everyone else why can't I feel those feelings

welp I guess I'll just be uncomfortable for the rest of my life it's all good

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September 27, 2019 20:13:35
i'm literally the biggest piece of trash on this planet yay wow i suck hurrahhhh there will always be someone better than me and i;ll never be the best at anything because i'm so average

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October 13, 2019 09:07:52
I wish this dude would like leave me alone, I'm coming to realize he's toxic but he doesn't know it and it's not on purpose but like I can't just tell him that??? Ugh I hate this situation

I'm not your freaking therapist

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October 16, 2019 17:31:36
I have made a new friend and he's freaking amazing

You know what, I've made several new friends and they're all amazing oaaah

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Yayyy I'm not socially inept whatttt people like me and I'm not that quiet kid nobody cares about? WOW YAY

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October 16, 2019 19:17:43
I'm gonna yeet

I AM GONNA YEET

aaaAAHH I just want a BREAK and a HUG is that too much to ask for rrr

;-;

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October 20, 2019 19:24:27
I love my friends I love my friends I LOVE MY FRIENDS AH

I am so happy I sat with them at the start of this year, now I'm actually a part of a group and we all hugged and HNNNNGGGGGGGGGG I am legit so freeaking happy this shouldn't even be possible considering how TRASH I was feeling like two weeks ago ogh my GOD

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October 25, 2019 17:19:04
I'm so sorry

...

I'm just so sorry

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November 03, 2019 20:39:10
my closest friendship is broken and i can't fix it
he made me see through the rose colored glasses i was wearing, and now i can't put them back on without feeling guilty
things will never be the same

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November 06, 2019 19:55:53
my life is an actual mistake like seriously
I can never have anything
as soon as I get my hopes up they get shattered

I'm really sad

I miss who you were, but I hate who you are

it feels terrible to say it but... why aren't you just... normal???

frick

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November 08, 2019 19:04:58
how can we go from best friends to... this??

what is this??

i hate it i hate it i hate it

why can't people just back off, why can't you get over it and why can't things be how they were???

i hate that i hate you but i can't stop

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November 09, 2019 19:01:45
FRD is under fire rn wowww

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November 11, 2019 12:27:32
:(

just yeah. why do i miss you even though i know i won't even look you in the eyes if i were to see you?? why is all of this so broken?? what can we do to fix this? i can't do this alone... i can't

but you're not trying to fix it either...

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November 13, 2019 17:28:24
okay wha t the heck

whyarefursuitssocoolwtfishappeningtome

o-o

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November 14, 2019 21:46:52
I keep eating so much popcorn my life is a mess

I still can't believe I was so blind for SO LONG. It's humiliating really. How did I just start ignoring his annoyingness? It's like it disappeared, I got close to him, then it manifested itself in a terrible way and now we're through.

Friend break ups are so terrible and I thought we would never come to that... I was a fool.

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November 17, 2019 14:21:56
oh god i might have to see him tomorrow... idk if i can. ugh. why has this happened. frick.

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November 19, 2019 17:25:14
...he told you I'm his ex friend? Is that all I am to him? After everything?

Maybe I'm better off without him.

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November 24, 2019 09:57:47
please don't try to talk to me yet I won't be able to handle it

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November 30, 2019 17:38:02
Was I too mean? Or was I justified? Really I don't know. I'm just trying to pretend we never met. But it's really hard since I see him so often. If he just ceased to exist, about 90% of my problems would vanish.

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December 02, 2019 13:37:38
I am very stupid the vast majority of the time jksdfhjksdhf

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December 14, 2019 13:52:44
i'm trash

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December 14, 2019 20:35:32
I miss having a best friend so much I just want someone to hug and like, be there for me because rn I don't have that and it's killing me...

Every time I hear a song I think of him the perfect image of him that I made up in my head and pretended was him to the point that I couldn't see who he really was anymore.

:(

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December 15, 2019 11:03:56
I wish it was the spring/summer of 2017 again, I liked it when I was happy

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December 21, 2019 18:09:39
I don't have any motivation KDSHFJS and I need to draw SO MANY THINGS AH WHY

Also sewing with a sewing machine is hard **. Or maybe it's just hard because it's my mom's which is from the frikken 60s. Yeet.

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December 31, 2019 14:02:29
gosh darn it

I think I'm a furry

welp I tried to resist it for like 4 years but. I can't anymore. I gotta own it.

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January 09, 2020 13:26:38
Epic AAAAAH energy, why is shipping from the US so expensive and why does it take SO LONG kjzgsbfdhjzdfb

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January 17, 2020 17:53:45
:(

that funny moment when you're a third wheel and legit nobody's favorite person so you're just alone all the time

story of my life

I also saw my ex best friend in the hallway today and I couldn't look at him and it felt so weird even though he's actually so obnoxious so why the FRICK do I miss him?? Like I know I don't actually miss him I just miss who I thought he was but it hurts so bad

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January 17, 2020 20:34:04
Everything I say is stupid and nobody ever cares. I cry out for attention and just get funny looks. I just want someone to care about me that isn't my parents. Even online I post stuff and legit nobody cares or I get torn apart for being "wrong" (thanks Reddit) so basically I'm just damaged ** and nobody cares at all in the slightest.

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January 18, 2020 12:36:34
how in the world am i capable of messing literally everything up constantly

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January 21, 2020 19:31:23
i'm tired and broken but i felt validated and appreciated today so that's nice. encouragement from my section about an Eb clarinet solo in wind ensemble made me very happy. i'll never get a solo in symphonic because my section leader in that band is trash and wants all the solos for himself so uh.

i hate him. like a lot. but at least i have wind ensemble. i can't let him know i'm with them because then he'd try to join in all likelihood and then everything would be screwed up.

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February 01, 2020 19:25:58
My dad needs to back tf off wow

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February 04, 2020 20:46:07
what. why. why whywhwywhywhw

I hate you?? Or do I? What the FRICK am I feeling? Jesus it's like I'm the You Whisperer or something why am I the only person who understands exactly what you're thinking?????? >>??<>AAAA

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February 21, 2020 20:15:27
I get to go on tour??? Again? I thought Seattle was my last ever band tour... But now I get to go to Penticton?? With another band?? That the person I hate doesn't get to be a part of? YES PLEASE LET'S GO

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February 24, 2020 20:47:50
I am the epitome of cringe what is wrong with me oh my god

of all the things. why. why do I have to be a furry. god. why. ugh.

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February 29, 2020 20:32:11
I love it when my dad randomly makes it so that I can't go anywhere ever lmao love that I just want to travel but I can't because A) I have no money and rely on my parents for that (yay being a broke uni student) and B) MY PARENTS NEVER WANT TO GO ANYWHERE

but my sister's in mArChInG bAnD so she gets to go on expensive trips all the time -_-

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March 01, 2020 15:50:58
my sister: hey show me that video of your band from your grade 11 year
me: ok *finds it, shows it to her* "oh man this part we came in so wrong it was so bad lol let me show you what it's supposed to sound like"
her: yOu'Ve ShOWn mE tHis VidEo So MaNy TimEs I dOn'T hAve TiMe fOr YoU to ShOW mE it AgaIN I doN't cAre"
me: wow lol go away then
her: yOu DiDn'T eVeN fiNiSh thE cOnVerSAtion
me: i'm done
her: *won't leave*
me: *stares at her*
her: wHy ArE yOu AcTinG lIKE thIS
me: what
her:
me: go away
her: *gets angrier*

I just. can't deal with her. AGHFJGSHJFGK

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March 06, 2020 11:54:48
I'm so screwed oh my god I have so much work to do

Also my city has one person with coronavirus in it. uh,,,smmmmnfnmsnmn

I have to take the train every day to university. am I going to die? welp idk man

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March 07, 2020 15:10:27
He thinks we've forgiven him??? What? No flipping way, I don't know if I'll ever forgive him. He's so full of himself that he MADE UP the fact that we all forgave him?

Dude. DUDE. Just stop talking to me and leave me tf alone

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March 08, 2020 11:46:59
my sister actually makes me so flipping mad, like how in the world is your stupid game more important than anything in the world??? how screwed up are your priorities? jeez. get a grip, and stop acting like a rage-fueled teenage boy. my god.

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March 08, 2020 19:09:12
ughbnmbghgdsahhhhhh

I just ahchkjckckhjdhfj

Yeah that's pretty much my current thought

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March 11, 2020 22:37:26
I’m really really scared right now my dudes. How long until my uni switches to online classes? Idk. What’ll happen if I can’t see my band friends because of this??? I’ll go insane. What happens if WHOOP no more band until September??? I WILL FLIP THE FREEEK OUT

Dhdbnsnsskskksjddjskskks aaaaahahahhjhh I need a hug but like we’re being told not to touch anyone and I’m actually freaking out

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March 18, 2020 20:04:20
you know what's great? when your dad doesn't believe anxiety or depression are valid at all like dude. a paper is so much less important than mental health. jeez

also i downloaded RLcraft (123 mods for minecraft) and WOWOWOOW I love it

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March 19, 2020 11:13:58
what the frick

like

back off

I have to be in the same space as you for GOD KNOWS how long because of thsi stupid virus and you;re just gonna berate me and tell me how much of a waste of space I am because I made myself food and didn';t empty the dishwasher immediately?????????????????? Maybe I'm so hungry that I'm dizzy, I haven't had fresh air in a week, I am EXTREMELY angry about this whole situation, and so I wasn't going to follow your every command like a SLAVE?

I swear to god. Back. The F. Off.

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March 27, 2020 21:25:32
unless one of my friends (specifically, that one) tells me that I'm actually a good person reeeal soon I will probably go into a spiral of hating myself because I'm convinced that everyone thinks I'm obnoxious so

oof

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March 31, 2020 11:46:20
my glasses broke and all optometry places are closed

just... why

why, when i thought life couldn't get any worse, IT STILL GOT WORSE

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April 03, 2020 19:03:47

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BirdBagel wrote on 2020-04-03 17:51:19:
I actually feel like crying and punching something
I did not know it could feel like this
I understand people's pain now, and this probably isn't even the worst it gets-

if that ain't the biggest mood ever wowe i feel that

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April 21, 2020 15:50:00
hello hi when someone (not naming names) posts something with "Discuss." as the body of the post, nothing else, I want to y e e t

Like how hard is it to just say maybe your opinion in the post? Like I feel like these posts should count as spam. Ugh

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April 24, 2020 19:27:17
I really miss my friends so much, I got to talk with them last night on Discord and we ran around in minecraft for a while, and it was so good. M kept saying how nice I am and how helpful I am when it comes to building and fending off monsters... S makes me laugh uncontrollably all the time... K is just so sweet...

hhh

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April 24, 2020 21:08:07
I wanna draw but idk what yay I love it when this happens -_-

also corona can do die in a hole please

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May 01, 2020 12:01:40
I came out to my friend as aro/ace yesterday and oh man. relief. he is accepting and cool, and he even told me how much he loves being around me aaaAAAAAAAAAAAAA

This dude is all I have ever wanted in a friend and I am so grateful!

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May 03, 2020 17:52:22
i was doing fine and now i'm not

:(

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May 12, 2020 10:10:20
my sister is yelling about school again and it's stressing me tf out

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May 14, 2020 16:07:29
Fall is online.

Frick. Frick frick frick

no band for me

no happiness

no anything that I actually enjoy

just more depression :) I hate life

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May 15, 2020 21:15:31
Do you ever just feel like everyone hates you for no reason? All of this social distancing and not being able to see people in person is making me so upset... I can't tell if my friends actually like me and I'm worried that my one friend has stopped teasing me and paying attention to me because I told him I'm aro/ace even though he said he enjoys my company and playing games with me but when I told him that, it's like he stopped coming on the Minecraft server and stopped making as many game nights happen over discord, like I am so so so scared he was interested in me like that and I shut him down and now he doesn't want to talk to me even though I have no proof and it would be SO MUCH easier to just see him in person because I could interpret his body language to see and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

I don't know I'm just so sad and scared and I don't want to bother him and like I have no proof that this has happened but I still am thinking it and I AM SO CONFUSED AND SAD AND SCARED

I just feel so lost and I want to cry but I can't

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May 17, 2020 13:14:08
FRD got ded

Rip

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May 18, 2020 23:00:55
Why am I writing a Sonic fanfiction what the frick

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May 19, 2020 15:32:11
I have to do a group meeting online for my online coms class and like

no please

I'll do whatever anyone wants me to do but I do NOT want to talk to people I've never met especially if it's a video call ew no no no

edit: we can't figure out zoom oh my how tf

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May 19, 2020 20:21:18
oh

uh thanks i've only had the game for a day? you don't have to be so mean :(

I apparently am more fragile than I thought ;-;

Idk how I manage to enrage people on the internet so often? Like I really have no idea, why does this always happen to me :(

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May 20, 2020 14:47:48
What is happening I hate it when I lose motivation ugh what the

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May 22, 2020 21:43:57
whee I saw my friend's face over a stream he did to try to help my sister with her homework and I died

straight up miss seeing him irl so much it's literally been 3 months

3 months

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May 23, 2020 10:50:27
finally FINALLY got his number woot I love friendship

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May 23, 2020 16:47:09
I need to practice my clarinet aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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May 24, 2020 18:45:38
I want to play a game with my friend AAAAAAAAAH but I don't want to annoy him by asking so I'm gonna just not oops

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May 25, 2020 17:30:03
I am so scared of being annoying LOL what is wrong with meeee

Edit: HE SAID YES HA HA I WASN'T ANNPYING ADHgkjaflsdfhlsdkighfsdlkigdsrgdsrg

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May 25, 2020 21:41:36
I love how no matter how much I try to promote my art nobody cares, nobody has ever cared, and nobody will ever care. It's been like this for 6 years now, why would it change? Unless I draw fanart nobody bats an eye. 10+ hours on a drawing I'm proud of? Nobody sees it.

It doesn't help that DA is dying so nobody's using it anymore.

AGH I shouldn't care, like I draw for myself, but a little validation wouldn't hurt

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May 26, 2020 20:13:19
well. he needed to sleep. my sister made it so it took me too long to get online. it's okay though, he needs it. i'll get to play with him tomorrow.

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May 27, 2020 14:21:21
It's been three months...

And I finally get to see him in person again

Am I going to freak out? Maybe

Edit: An hour. Before I get in my car. OhhhhhhH man how do you interact with people???? KADHJGSfkj

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May 27, 2020 21:41:05
OH MAN I AM SO INSANELY HAPPY

Y'all I got to SEE my friend IN REAL LIFE for the first time in THREE MONTHS!! We went on a walk near his house for about two hours and it was SO NICE and my brain was short-circuiting the whole time and AHHHHHHHHHHH I am completely insanely happy right now for the first time since March 2nd HDSGJdjhasf

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May 30, 2020 20:50:55
I'm at the point where I am happy again after not being GENUINELY happy for more than a couple of days at a time, and it's been 7 freaking months

Like wow that's a long time to be in a rut but my friend helped me out. Funny thing is I only met him in September and didn't even talk to him until February. Whee

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May 31, 2020 18:48:48
I need to do pride art hoooooOOOOOOO

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June 01, 2020 10:54:51
thank goodness all of those threads finally got locked

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June 02, 2020 20:24:45
holy moly today was fun... Sitting in the sunlight on a hill high above the city with you was honestly the best thing that has happened to me for three months. The wind blew my hair in my face, and the sun burned my skin, but it was worth it. Sitting up there on top of the world... I wished I could stay there forever. Forget the state of the world, and just be happy.

That's what it was. Pure happiness. And I thank you for giving it to me.

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June 03, 2020 17:19:11

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sugi wrote on 2020-06-03 16:58:43:
i need to make all these reference sheets for artfight and i'm crying internally it's gonna take so long

I feel this SO MUCH aah I have done 3 of like 15 and it's an oof

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June 04, 2020 11:13:22
I got to see my old band director today and... he's not directing the community band I was in anymore :(

Like I knew that probably would happen someday but still it's really sad. At least I got the most time possible with him. hh

He's amazing and talking to him today was really really great but also now I'm depressed again because I miss band SO MUCH DHKGFSKFJH

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June 05, 2020 10:41:25

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Maladroit wrote on 2020-06-04 23:54:09:
Godzilla Eats Las Vegas by Eric Whitacre is epic, nuff said!

OH MAN Eric Whitacre is a freaking legend! When I was in grade 10 the grade 11/12 band at my school played that piece and even made a video to go along with it, and it was one of the most epic things ever! "Godzilla" was a dude dressed in a Gumby costume and he was slain by a clarinet player who later would be my section leader. Legendary stuff. I miss high school.

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June 12, 2020 15:27:25
I am so glad this thread is back woooo

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June 14, 2020 13:21:17

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GirlGamer1001 wrote on 2020-06-14 10:40:50:
There are two kinds of people in the world:

Those who think Sonic Heroes is Sonic Adventure 3
Those who think Sonic '06 is Sonic Adventure 3

And those who just straight up want a dedicated Sonic Adventure 3 :)
Never played one or two but I really want to. I just have no way of playing them atm unfortunately.

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June 15, 2020 13:29:01
gosh darn freaking forecast for my birthday

I am having a birthday get together for the first time in 5 years and it's gonna RAIN

SCREW YOU WEATHER AHJDGJHSFGfkj

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June 16, 2020 21:36:02
I'm just jhkghfksjgfkjsdgf I love my friend so much oh my god! He's funny, charming, smart, witty, and wonderful in every way. I'm gonna see him and two other friends on Thursday, my birthday, and I am so flipping excited! I haven't had a birthday 'party' since I turned 15. This one is gonna be epic.

Screw you corona, you can't take everything from me! I'm stronger than you. I'll persevere and you'll be wiped out, just a page in a textbook. One day this will all be over and I'll have won. We will have won. Because we're freakin' amazing and you're just a puny virus. HAHA TAKE THAT

...I should probably go to bed what the frick was that

edit: didn't feel like this warranted a new post so here we are. I hate when you try to draw something and the pose is off, and then like, people see it wrong? Like the pose you tried to do just straight up is bad and someone's like "wow hwat's goin on here" and I'm like????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Then the whole thing is ruined :) guess I gotta re-do that now frickingkhfjdkslhkjls

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June 18, 2020 13:45:33
I just downloaded Sonic Adventure 2 on steam and what even is happening wow I can't control anYTHING and HOW DO YOU KILL THAT BOSS WHAT

I think I need some mods y'all woisfghkjdsh

Also happy birthday to meee

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June 20, 2020 18:19:11
hehehehehehehehehehe

I bought clip studio paint EX today after owning Pro for like 3 years hehehehehehehehe

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June 21, 2020 18:20:20

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Mintie wrote on 2020-06-21 18:16:42:
lol i love it when i third wheel my 2 best friends skffkdjfkdjdk ugh
LOL I relate hahahahah

Now I have a friend I can actually be around that makes it so I'm not third-wheeling the other two but when I'm with them alone it's awkward sometimes ouchie

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June 22, 2020 21:22:18
I don' tthink I've ever gone this hard for fest items. I'm buying SO MANY OF EVERYTHING I never do this?>> Here's to hoping this stuff gets expensiveeee

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June 24, 2020 20:43:10
that moment when you realize no matter how close you are to someone they'll always end up with someone closer than you because most people are not aromantic or asexual so even though I see friendships as the highest form of relationship they don't so eventually they'll all pair off and I'll be left alone forever

why do I get like this??????? I do NOT need this existentialism right now ojhfdjhkj

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June 30, 2020 14:11:17
see the question is: is this just residual allergies, pain from screaming at Apex, or corona?????

GOOD QUESTION I HAVE NO CLUE

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July 01, 2020 18:58:14
do I draw or do I keep waiting for my friend to come online even though it's 100% possible he won't tonight??? hjnmmmmmmmmdf yeet idk

actually wait i can do both ha i am dum dum

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July 02, 2020 15:15:26
my eyeeeeee is so itchyyyyyyyyyy sghfjhsd gAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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July 04, 2020 07:49:50
I am so excited that I'm nervous??? JDSGHFJSGJ AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

going on a bike adventure with my friend today and oooh man I;ve been looking forwards to this for so longgg my body is like 'excitement? what's that? don't you mean f e a r' so yeah my stomach is doing SPICY things

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July 04, 2020 15:12:40
I want to go camping with three of my friends but one can only do weekends, the other is gone for like a week in the middle of August, and the third hasn't replied yet and all of them have plans on every weekend almost and the ones that one doesn't the other does or I do and AAAAAAAhjfhkdjsfgh planning stuff is so hard?>??

If they can't all go on the September long weekend then I'm gonna kidnap one of them instead of all of them and bring him for a weekend when the others can't hee hee FRICK THIS IS STRESSFUL

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July 05, 2020 12:00:09
Why am I literally terrified to ask my friend if he wants to play apex with me woow I'm a tragedy ~~I just don't want to bother him~~

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July 09, 2020 21:39:33
hello hi just your average frazzled aro/ace here to report that after teasing me during a game my friend said jokingly "love youuuu" and I just made a weird squealing noise because IDK HOW TO RESPOND HAHA he's so amazing lol I do love him. I just don't know how to say the word 'love.'

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July 10, 2020 17:57:23
I'm so mad. Nobody cares about my art. I haven't gotten a single attack on artfight this year. My art is just so trash that in literally 7 years of doing digital art I have gotten like... Zero attention at all.

My sister is SO ANNOYING. I'm convinced everyone hates me. How could anyone care about someone like me? I'm clingy, loud, stupid, and completely irritating. My friends are probably just faking it.

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July 11, 2020 13:58:05
xcvhjbvxmncvbzvbxkdjvhlxzivhjklxcvhnlxzcvhnl,zxcmkvnx,lcmvbnx,mcbv,xmcbvmnxc

Sorry I just appreciate my friend so muchjfkdsgfhj AAAA I CAN'T EVEN ARTICULATE IT this is weird sorry but it's GENUINELY what my brain is doing rn so

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July 12, 2020 11:35:23
I swear. If the weather doesn't SMARTEN UP I will have to RIOT because I was really looking forwards to seeing my friend irl today. Yeah I just saw him yesterday but I NEED MORE

Why the frick do I get so attached to people oh my god it's tiring but I can't STOP

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July 13, 2020 14:09:48
I ded hooogadaboogada

Am I mEGA clingy? Yes

Do I want to do something in person that could be easily done online? YEs

Am I a massive nerd? uh huh

frrrrrrrick

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July 15, 2020 21:15:48
I love my friend so much. I can't see him until his coworker gets his covid test result back though... And to make matters worse, he's going camping when I'm not, and then night shift the week after, so I probably won't be able to see him then either... We've gotten so close recently that it physically pains me to have to stay away from him. I'm just... sad. I'm going into a period of withdrawal... And I'm not sure how I'll fare with it.

he did say things will get better. So I'm holding onto that thought with my whole heart and soul.

Miss you already, you nerd.

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July 16, 2020 12:07:58
his coworker tested negative

thank ALL OF THE EVERYTHING IN THE UNIVERSE

kfjghksdfghjsdf aaaaaaaaah

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July 19, 2020 12:58:04
my friend is out camping for a week, hhh i miss him
i guess that just means it'll be so much nicer when i get to see him again

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July 20, 2020 14:47:59
I'm gonna be soooo happy to see him once he's back in the city woooo :D

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July 21, 2020 13:00:32
hyeeeeeee I am actually so excited to see my friend again that my stomach is like HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHH FEEL GROSS YET and it's so uncomfortable?? Like he doesn't even come back until Sunday or something and I'm like WOOOOOO

gosh darn it lmao

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July 22, 2020 21:09:53
I always say "do what makes you happy." But what if what makes me happy would be so hard to explain to my family? How do I explain that I love him, but not like that? Not like most people. Not in a romantic way. "But that's what love means, dating, kissing, marriage, all of that!" No. Not for me.

Love is spending hours and hours with him. Admiring his eyes, which are blue and brown at the same time. Laughing with him in his room about stupid things that nobody else finds funny. Sitting on his bed together watching a show that's in German just because it's one of his favorites. Slowly letting myself relax into him. Randomly wrestling each other just because, him pinning me to his chest causing me to laugh uncontrollably. His finger tracing a figure eight on my palm.

None of it is romantic. But they won't believe me, they never have. Only we can define what we are, but they will always try to tell me what my own feelings are. Ugh.

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July 24, 2020 09:09:14
i am so scared

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July 24, 2020 20:26:36
i don't know what i've gotten myself into i am so scared but i --

i

i can't even type it ;-;

h i m

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July 25, 2020 09:13:36
...I'm kinda feeling better
Still woke up anxious though
But at least I was able to sleep and the stomach knots have gone away
...maybe this isn't so bad after all?

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July 25, 2020 14:11:45
I just had like 15 different realizations because of the posts I have made in this thread and some... events... that happened on the 23rd, and... Wow. How deep did I dig myself into a hole????

My god my dudes my whole identity is a lie

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