Katlanmak's Clan

Missing Familiars:

I am an introvert, so please don't take it personally if I don't accept friends requests as I prefer to establish some kind of meaningful relationship before doing so.
It is not a gesture of malice or snobbyness, but simply a fundamental part of my personality.

Thank you for your understanding.

But...

Feel free to talk to me though, other than the above, I am actually super friendly XD
I just really don't want to have a whole bunch of "friends" in a list that I hardly ever talk to, it feels so impersonal. And I am a very intimate person like that. I actually love people, I just rarely find people I have a lot in common with, but then again, I don't go out much.
But Flight Rising seems to be such an awesome community, so perhaps I will be lucky.

I would love to meet likeminded people here, so I figured I should probably write stuff about myself.

I am going to be really open about things here though in hopes of finding people I can agree with. I will write a few things about myself that I can come up with for now.

I love candy. I love candy a lot, and my dream and aspiration is to have a magical candystore.

I also like food, but there is something about candy that makes me so happy; not just eating it, but looking at candy, making candy, drawing candy, looking at drawings of candy, thinking about candy and a candyland. It makes me suuper happy.

I am afraid of getting old or even growing up. I don't like being forced to be an adult. I wish people could be children forever if they wanted to. I am trying to fight my fear of growing old because I don't know how to change physical things, but I never really have to grow up XD

I have a very low tolerance for people that are different from me in certain aspects. Not that I am hateful, but I just hardly want anyone in my life. It just means that if people cross my border, I will immediately shut them out. Of course accidents happen, but when I notice that someone is the slightest bit disrespectful or nasty (and intentinally so), that's it for me. I have noticed that people around me are more tolerant and don't need everything to be "right" in order to be friends to someone, but I am not like that. I thought it was worth mentioning since I, and others have noticed that difference. I also have to REALLY like someone in order to consider them a friend.

I don't like hugging people for hellos or goodbyes unless I have already had a lot of body contact with them before. For me, leaning on someones shoulder, playfighting with them and other physical closeness needs to be naturally occuring before I feel comfortable hugging someone. I absolutely HATE stiff hugs, but I have a hard time telling people because I am afraid they will take it as rejection.

I have mood changes that completely contradict each other. One day I can feel left and the next day I feel right if you know what I mean?

For example: I love talking about personal and "deep" stuff, I hate random talk. But sometimes I can regret being too personal when I get in a closed in mood and I just really want to be left alone. I can even regret being friends to a person. I think it is because I am unsure wether the person is genuine or not, or that my idea of friendship is more than it is to them. I don't trust people easily even if I really want to.
I guess I could say I am naive and paranoid at the same time, again contradicting feelings XD

I will continue this later. But if you recognice yourself in any of this or somehow feel inclined, feel free to send me a message. Just no friends requests! XD


Leo, INFJ, phlegmatic, type 5-the investigator, neutral good.
http://flightrising.com/main.php?p=mb&board=gend&id=1159542&page=1


Below are just some colors that I like from the Scrying Workshop, for personal reference, can't keep them all in tabs XD