Laferuil

I have no reason to speak...
I have no reason to be social....
I have no reason to be interested in others...
I have not reason to interact with you...



I would not know what would have come of me if was not for the matron of the clan had not taken me in. I am great full but I find I really love the shadows and the peace in the darkness. The loud and most time brash interacting with others I find more and more I can not stand. I rather keep to myself. I am giving a lot of the clans mental work due to it can be done away from others and it is tedious but I find it fulfilling. Most try to get me to join them and if pushed to hard I can be... more harsh shall we say. Giving me a quite cold reputation but just meaning I left alone.
Though the matron had seen threw my talk. I do want to be alone but for more of a painful reason...
She tried many of time to get me to speak but nothing came out.. then one night I could not stop talking... was a night that our clan was attacked... just like that night...
After the attack a just started talking not caring who heard... In my youth I left my clan. I wanted to see more of the world. I want to know more of the world and dragons... people... everything. I meet a Plague dragon but she was chosen by the Arcanist. She seen so much hate in her life but I was strong in the magic arts as well... but was more of a dark magic. I never really used it most the time due not loving the darkness at the time. After years of travel I though I knew her well but I was wrong. One night she kept bugging me that there was something wrong but I foolishly ignored her. Then in the middle of the night a battle raged on.. she wanted to go so desperately but again I failed to see the truth and tried to stop her... she lashed out and I was turned in to a crystal statue. I was still awake and could see everything. She came every year to begged forgiveness and told me of what she was doing in her new clan.. at first I hated her and to only lash out.. to make her experience what I felt. I then found out I could still use my dark magic due to my mind being still awake. Soon I was able to move... soon the crystal was only a skin. I could not fully remove it.. though that suited me. The skin made me almost impervious. I tested my magic for the first time in my life. The power shocked me... the darkness made me feel better. I knew she come soon to talk to me. So I thought I go to her but... something changed. I seen her clan. They way they needed her. I seen her... she was different. Now covered in her birth flights cloth and she seems to rage... I seen her pain for the first time... I could not forgive her but i could not take them away either... then I was taken in here. First place to feel like... home... I do not trust still and I continue to work with my magic... with help from time to time.. maybe one day I will be able to move on...till then the shadows are my home...

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