Mushi

cw for major character death in backstory
Name: Mushi
Species: Coatl 1st Colony
Mate: Tyr (MIA)
Children: Nana, Riou (deceased)
Status: Alive
Likes: White noise machines, cicadas, tall grass
Dislikes: eye contact

Mushi was once happy with her mate and the two of them signed up for the exploration away from Sornieth for a fresh start in life and to make some friends. But things changed when the ship blasted off, as they watched over thier eggs. When the ship crashed, everyone was left in pandemonium. When the dust settled, everyone was accounted for, living and dead. But Tyr? Tyr went missing.
Years after the initial crash, Mushi now spends her days in her nest, watching the foreign clouds go by. She keeps to herself to the point where some newer colony inhabitants have no idea who she even is. It's hard for her sometimes, what with her mate disappearing and then later losing one of your children. Believing to be cursed, she one day went into her room and never came out. The other colonists are very worried for her, and leave little trinkets and periodic check ins. Most of the 1st Colonists know and understand her pain, they only want to help...
But Mushi doesn't want her help.
Mushi feels, no Mushi knows that something happened to her dear mate. He didn't just go missing in the crash, foul play happened. Mushi knows that Tyr knew something, found something out, and someone made sure he would not be able to tell anyone. Mushi and Riou tried to find out what happened to his father, and Riou lost his life as a consequence. Mushi now finds herself unconsciously trailing back to Tyr's old places in his room once more, trying to piece together the last known moments of her mate, but she's not sure if she has