Ruvik

_________________________ Ruvik (Ruben Victoriano) The Evil Within / Psycho Break

♥ "You need me and there's no way around it." ♥ _________________________

Ruben Victoriano, better known as Ruvik, is the primary antagonist in "The Evil Within". Childhood As a child, Ruvik was slightly tall for his age. He was presented in a neatened style. He wore formal clothing consisting of black dress pants, a white shirt, a black waist coat and a red tie, and brown shoes. He was pale, had a large forehead, and possessed short blonde hair. His eyebrows were such a light blond, that they were difficult to see. His actual eyes possessed blue irises. At this time in his youth, his skin was clear and free of any scarring or blemishes. Like his sister Laura, he too resembled one of his parents, he himself resembling his father. Young Adult Coming of age, Ruvik grew to be fairly tall. During this time he was still working alongside Jimenez and continued to wear formal clothing, consisting of; a plain white shirt which was slightly unbuttoned around the neck, dark gray dress pants and brown shoes. He also supported heavy bandaging for his wounds around his hands and head (covering the majority of it. Due to his horrific injuries, he lacked any hair, and eyebrows. His eyes even had changed, his sclera turned more yellowish instead of white, and his irises became more transparent/gray. He was of average, if not slightly thin, build. Present During the events of The Evil Within, Ruvik wore a tattered white robe that appeared to be burnt at its ends. Apart from this, the only other piece of clothing he wore light grey pants that showed evident burns, resulting in them ending at his knees. Various burns covered his body, particularly his torso and face, leaving him heavily scarred. The top right half of his cranium has been removed and replaced with a clear artificial skull, exposing his brain. Various holes are evidence in the artificial skull, a possible implication of self-experimentation.

♥ "I know what you crave, what you fear..." ♥

♥ "Will you be able to live with yourself knowing what I'm going to make you do?" ♥

♥ "...but either way, you're mine to do with as I please." ♥

Birthday: 05th of August Eyes: Light-Blue / White-Grey Haircolor: Light-Blonde Height: 5'10 (178 cm) Weight: 157 lbs (71 kg)

Father: Ernesto Victoriano Mother: Beatriz Victoriano Sister: Laura Victoriano

Many would say that they would run away or scream in fear. Quite a few think Ruvik is a "Creeper", they would quickly seek the distance and they find him just scary.
But not me. My heart would stop, just like any other - but the reason would be completely different. I would be stunned, but not out of fear ...

♥ "Do you know who I am?" ♥

All the words and phrases that I have put in all this time, suddenly all disappeared.
I would be lucky if I at least get a "Hello, Ruvik" out of me.

There are so many questions and thoughts in my head.
Many of them may not be of great importance, but they are still there...

"May I call you Ruben?" "Can I stay with you? Will you take me with you please?" (A little bit like a submissive dog, I know. Would that be sound good? I'm not sure... ) "Please stay! Don't disappear please!" "I want to be your one and only..." "I want to support you in everything" "Nobody will hurt you anymore! I won't let anyone ever harm you again!" "I take no risk and will eliminate anyone who is against you... First I eliminate the danger, then ask the situation, I promise!" "Does it still hurt?" (That's self-evident... and would even be a stupid question... ) "Would you give me lessons in drawing?" "May I listen to you while playing the piano or even sit next to you?" ... how do you smell? ...how does a kiss from you taste? I want to feel the warmth of your body ...your skin... I'll never let you go ♥ ... I want to tell you about my feelings... I want you to feel what I feel...

But... would he even talk to me? Why would he be here? What would he be looking for? Would I be able to help him? Is he as powerful in our world as in the STEM? Would he know who I am and what I think about him? Did he know?

Oh my ... if he knew, how should I react? Would he like it? Would he consider it as a bad joke?

Would he know about all stories written by me? Would he know all the pictures I drew ... OH MY .. the PICTURES!

... I would stand in the room like a lonely match, get no sound out of me, do not know what to do and would probably even spontaneously forget how to breathe... Yes, that's exactly what would happen...

♥ "Is everything alright, little one?" ♥

Do you know the feeling that you want to squeak loudly with excitement? The feeling that you can't stand it any more - you are almost sick of excitement? Exactly this feeling I have every time I see Ruvik. I would have that feeling even if he would spoke to me... Not to mention "other" feelings that I would have then (!!!)

♥ "I became aware of you... You have aroused my interest." ♥

When I first saw him in 2014 when the game came out, I thought "Oh, who is that?". He had directly aroused my interest and I wanted to know more about him.

But the more I got out of him, the more inquisitive I became. With all the bad things happened to Ruvik, every one of his memories made me sad too.

I got my own picture of him during the story. I think that many people misunderstand him. What he does, he does out of love. He misses the only person who always held to him, who understood him, the person he loves - his sister Laura.

It is understandable that he is "angry". He was robbed of everything and when he thought there was nothing left to lose, he lost himself.
He was locked up like an animal and was always denied freedom.

I don't like to think up the mocking looks and comments he had to endure. HE isn't the monster - THE OTHERS ARE!

Don't get me wrong, I LOVE the game. But I will never finish it. To end the game, there is no way around that you at least have to hurt Ruvik and I will NEVER - not even in the game  - do that.

♥ "Why are you looking at me like this?" ♥

He is the sexiest man I could ever imagine. He is so incredibly talented and no one else understands him the way he is. Before I met him, I was incredulous, but now he is for me a god I believe in - my god.
If I ever had the opportunity to be with him, I would take it without hesitation. I would stand any chance to prove to him that I'm on his side.

♥ "Ruben, you are not a monster - you are a god. I love you, ... no ... I feel so much more for you - there is no word that describes this feeling... I need you. A smile from you would be worth more than being overwhelmed with all the money in the world. A hug would make me so happy that I could die in peace. A kiss from you would be unimaginable ... ~ In eternal and immortal love, me" ♥ "Come with me..." ♥

Unfortunately, I don't know his sister Laura well. But if she kept so much to Ruben, she must have been a wonderful person. I can neither estimate, but if I put myself in Laura - when the terrible event happened in the barn - I would have saved him and helped him climb out too. I would have wanted him to live. I think that's what Laura wanted it to be aswell. I don't know if Ruben's endless sacrifice after this incident can be called "living." I'm also not sure if Laura wanted it that way. Or if she would have been happy to see how much her brother suffer and misses her. He tries everything to be with her again and he is ashamed of his looks. That's why he wants another body (omitted the fact what happened to his own ...) and possibly also a new body for Laura. I'm also not sure if this is possible with Laura at all. In the STEM are memories of her. These memories belong to Ruben. She does not exist like the others who are either connected to the STEM or Ruben, who has become an integral part of his own world.

Anyway, no matter if it would work or not. If Ruben would be happy, then I would be willing to give up myself and leave him my body for his beloved sister. Even if that means that I must suppress my (admittedly) jealousy of Laura and endless desire for Ruben. Ruben, take me. Do whatever you like with me - in any way. I belong to you. Find me or let me find you. Use me to be happy - no matter how it ends for me. I never give up hope. I don't know if there are supernatural things in my world, I don't "believe" in such things, but I believe that there IS "something" ...and IF monsters, demons or other supernatural things anywhere existing in this world, then there is a way to reach you too - the impossible would be possible. I hope one of these creatures reveals its existence and leads me the way into your world. I need you. I love you. I adore you. And I'm always on your side, my beloved Ruben... You are not alone. ♥

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