Hathor

Egyptian goddess of beauty and cows
Beauty is elusive.
She knows this
of course she does
she knows this best of all.
there was a time once that
she cannot bear to talk about
ever
because that was when
beauty
was not
elusive. .
and she knew it
of course she did
she knew it best of all
she was golden
shining
she still is
just
her skin has lost its sheen and her
smile
no longer lights up a room
well
not all of it anyway
not anymore
no one knows her and everyone wants to
that girl
on the train
in the street
at the coffee shop
the one you can't forget
that *****
? no
she's not bitter
anymore
tonight
she 's feeling particularly fr
agile
no no
not fragile ! she is not is never fragile !
she is beauty ! she is music that pulls your heart and makes it sing !
and she's happy that she is desired, is wanted !
by all the wrong people
it's no use though and she knows it
is that going to stop her ?? of course
not
she will always think of her
.
she will laugh and she will smile and she will love
... won't she ?
you forget that
she left her heart
behind
when beauty was not elusive never elusive
when she held beauty in her arms and kissed
her nightly
but of course
we don't talk about that
because beauty is elusive
and no one wants to open
old
wounds

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