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Clan Info

Shares IP with husband blackskullmaster and a roommate.

My lair itself is a WIP, each tab and page will eventually have a theme, along with more fleshed out profiles for each dragon I keep.

My Flavour

Before my I let my alters out on you, well... There's me. Hostess, Vessel, HarleyBelle98, the human in all this. I try. It's all we can do, right?

I enjoy World of Warcraft, My Little Pony G4, TMNT 2k3/2k7/2k14 & 16, Anne Rice novels (though I have not read them all,) poetry, philosophy, and science. Do not get me going on my theory about spectrum mapping the human brain - Chemistry is where it all begins. Though I have not gone to college for it, I would love to return for Neuroscience, perhaps even marine ecology - I had fish, and am restarting my aquarist hobby, end goal of aquaponics and homesteading. I am also a lover of pets in general - I have a cat and am working on setting up a gerbil home soon. Those fuzzy guys are so cute and smart! Eventually I plan on getting a dog with my husband and daughter, along with chickens, goats, maybe even pigs.

Here are a few things that influenced me in my life.

I have a creative mind with a litany of mental disorders. I gave up on proving myself to the world not long ago.

Quote:

From your description, and from what I know of your previous work and your ability; the work you are doing sounds very good “Drawing — clean — clear but crazy like machines, larger and bolder… real nonsense.” That sounds fine, wonderful — real nonsense. Do more. Try and tickle something inside you, your “weird humor.” You belong in the most secret part of you. Don’t worry about cool, make your own uncool. Make your own, your own world. If you fear, make it work for you — draw & paint your fear & anxiety. And stop worrying about big, deep things such as “to decide on a purpose and way of life, a consistent approach to even some impossible end or even an imagined end.” You must practice being stupid, dumb, unthinking, empty. Then you will be able to DO.

Sol LeWitt

I am also a mother and pregnant, this has left me in a state of growth and re-learning what it means to have true compassion and unconditional love.

Quote:

I’d like to acknowledge all of you wonderful parents. Way to go. What a fantastic job you’ve done. For your tireless dedication, your love, your support, most of all for the attention that you paid to your children. I have a saying, be aware the unloved because they will eventually hurt themselves or me. I watched the effect of my father’s love and humor and how it altered the world around me, and I thought, “That’s something to do. That’s something worth my time.” As someone who’s done what you’re about to go and do, I can tell you from experience the effect you have on others is the most valuable currency there is. Because everything you gain in life will rot and fall apart, and all that will be left of you is what was in your heart. My choosing to free people, my choosing to free people from concern got me to the top of a mountain. Look where I am, look what I get to do? Everywhere I go… I’m going to get emotional because when I tap into this, it really is extraordinary to me. I did something that made people present their best selves to me, wherever I go.

Jim Carrey

For those like myself who struggled with substance disorders, mood disorders, and trauma disorders - you will overcome. And you will be stronger. Do not worry yourself with those who do not stick around to see it.

Quote:

Achilles, Achilles, just put down the bottle
Don't listen to what you've consumed
It's chaos, confusion and wholly unworthy
Of feeding and it's wholly untrue
You may feel no purpose nor a point for existing
It's all just conjecture and gloom
And there may not be meaning, so find one and seize it
Do not waste yourself on this roof
Hear those bells ring deep in the soul
Chiming away for a moment
Feel your breath course frankly below
And see life as a worthy opponent
Today, of all days, see
How the most dangerous thing is to love
How you will heal and you'll rise above
Crowned by an overture bold and beyond
Ah, it's more courageous to overcome

Gang of Youths - Achillies Come Down