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My lair itself is a WIP, each tab and page will eventually have a theme, along with more fleshed out profiles for each dragon I keep.
Before my I let my alters out on you, well... There's me. Hostess, Vessel, HarleyBelle98, the human in all this. I try. It's all we can do, right?
I enjoy World of Warcraft, My Little Pony G4, TMNT 2k3/2k7/2k14 & 16, Anne Rice novels (though I have not read them all,) poetry, philosophy, and science. Do not get me going on my theory about spectrum mapping the human brain - Chemistry is where it all begins. Though I have not gone to college for it, I would love to return for Neuroscience, perhaps even marine ecology - I had fish, and am restarting my aquarist hobby, end goal of aquaponics and homesteading. I am also a lover of pets in general - I have a cat and am working on setting up a gerbil home soon. Those fuzzy guys are so cute and smart! Eventually I plan on getting a dog with my husband and daughter, along with chickens, goats, maybe even pigs.
Here are a few things that influenced me in my life.
Nikita ~She
I like fantasy and fiction - you can never go wrong with a good book or show! Popcorn and fudge pops, airheads, tassles, soft blankets lure me out. Why shouldn't we just play and eat, it's much nicer than politics! *gag* The Processor and Corinth love debating that type of stuff. They're much older than me, so I guess it makes sense they worry 'bout that kinda stuff. When our Hostess tries to ignore 'em I come out! Or when she's stressed, feels sick, or feels too much. Lifes a lot sometimes, its easier this way - Sometimes I make good choices, and Drake is proud of me! I'm what sent Hostess to college for movies!! Pretty cool, huh? I got to learn all about what movie magic makes people feel and think things, even music changes a movie! Who woulda thunk it? I liked guessing what tie our teacher was gonna wear day to day - He always had a new funky one. I wanna be that cool one day.
Drake ~He
Yes, well at least she knows she doesn't know everything... I am the know-it-all, forgive me. Scholar and semantic debating extraordinaire: 'The fat happy wyvern.' My name was given as an insult since I was never meant to mean much to anyone, yet here I am, taking up more and more space - Knowledge is my hoard. The Processor helps keep my shelves organized - Corinth likes to burn some and cover my cave in soot, Nikita keeps misplacing things! Agh, puny rat... I love her spirit, though. I wouldn't have been so OK with the anxiety of college or working - being around people - if it weren't for her happy-go-lucky nature. Persuasive little beast at her best of moments. She keeps myself and the Hostess from being total hermits. My Hostess is usually too petrified to speak for herself when she needs me, when she knows she is justified and right - Clinical and calculated, I let her stride forth into nobility and honoring oneself above all things, for Kings and Queens should not concern themselves with trifles of the heart, just law and order. Lets not forget, however, dragons are self-serving, powerful beings, though, shall we? I have to be right and must have my way or the house of cards crumble around me. When no one could think or have a voice for themselves, I was born - I must speak, I must affirm, I must be the microphone for justice or everything falls. I just happen to be the more... informed... than the others - Save for Processor. Gods above, I could go on about that program.
Processor ~They
I have no name yet exist to convey, I have no meaning except to move forward. I have no interests except to keep my Hostess safe without conflict. My Hostess became overcome with life and split into me. The others can't do what I do. Yes, Drake is the brains backbone but I am the brains director. He is my progenitor and has now become my assistant in a way. Despite Nikita enabling childishness and immaturity, I am actually the youngest of us. I give gentle reality checks to Nikita, much to her chagrin, but it is necessary before she creates such a mess that Corinth has to burn the whole place down for the Hostess to have a clean slate again. I would do it all myself, but, well...my programming prevents me from making the best of choices at times. I always forget to factor in emotions. Forgiveness is a concept alien to me because of the lack of emotion; forgive me if I make choices out of necessity to the Hostess. They can be quiet yet drastic. Corinth is the more dramatic decision maker of us all. I cannot help you if she takes over. Only Nikita can keep her contained, of all people...
Corinth ~They
Definitely not. My fires run hot enough to burn anyone in my path should my darling Hostess need a champion - And my little human has been quite hurt. To turn that pain outwards, to dish what she feels has been given - She can't do those things. She is too meek though not as much as our Nikita, my little mouse, whereas I love action, the heat of a fight, a reason to live and end! The others gentle persuasions to our Hostess sickens me. Only I can keep her truly protected, everyone keeps failing her eventually; my actions have lasting effects. There is one above all I refuse to hurt, though, Nikita. Precious dove, I do everything to protect her. I could destroy Drake's hovel, I could override that droll program, I can shut up my Hostess, but I could never... I couldn't do anything to her. Don't make me separate from her, please. She is my everything...
My Flavour
Before my I let my alters out on you, well... There's me. Hostess, Vessel, HarleyBelle98, the human in all this. I try. It's all we can do, right?
I enjoy World of Warcraft, My Little Pony G4, TMNT 2k3/2k7/2k14 & 16, Anne Rice novels (though I have not read them all,) poetry, philosophy, and science. Do not get me going on my theory about spectrum mapping the human brain - Chemistry is where it all begins. Though I have not gone to college for it, I would love to return for Neuroscience, perhaps even marine ecology - I had fish, and am restarting my aquarist hobby, end goal of aquaponics and homesteading. I am also a lover of pets in general - I have a cat and am working on setting up a gerbil home soon. Those fuzzy guys are so cute and smart! Eventually I plan on getting a dog with my husband and daughter, along with chickens, goats, maybe even pigs.
Here are a few things that influenced me in my life.
I have a creative mind with a litany of mental disorders. I gave up on proving myself to the world not long ago.
Quote:
From your description, and from what I know of your previous work and your ability; the work you are doing sounds very good “Drawing — clean — clear but crazy like machines, larger and bolder… real nonsense.” That sounds fine, wonderful — real nonsense. Do more. Try and tickle something inside you, your “weird humor.” You belong in the most secret part of you. Don’t worry about cool, make your own uncool. Make your own, your own world. If you fear, make it work for you — draw & paint your fear & anxiety. And stop worrying about big, deep things such as “to decide on a purpose and way of life, a consistent approach to even some impossible end or even an imagined end.” You must practice being stupid, dumb, unthinking, empty. Then you will be able to DO.
I am also a mother and pregnant, this has left me in a state of growth and re-learning what it means to have true compassion and unconditional love.
Quote:
I’d like to acknowledge all of you wonderful parents. Way to go. What a fantastic job you’ve done. For your tireless dedication, your love, your support, most of all for the attention that you paid to your children. I have a saying, be aware the unloved because they will eventually hurt themselves or me. I watched the effect of my father’s love and humor and how it altered the world around me, and I thought, “That’s something to do. That’s something worth my time.” As someone who’s done what you’re about to go and do, I can tell you from experience the effect you have on others is the most valuable currency there is. Because everything you gain in life will rot and fall apart, and all that will be left of you is what was in your heart. My choosing to free people, my choosing to free people from concern got me to the top of a mountain. Look where I am, look what I get to do? Everywhere I go… I’m going to get emotional because when I tap into this, it really is extraordinary to me. I did something that made people present their best selves to me, wherever I go.
For those like myself who struggled with substance disorders, mood disorders, and trauma disorders - you will overcome. And you will be stronger. Do not worry yourself with those who do not stick around to see it.
Quote:
Achilles, Achilles, just put down the bottle
Don't listen to what you've consumed
It's chaos, confusion and wholly unworthy
Of feeding and it's wholly untrue
You may feel no purpose nor a point for existing
It's all just conjecture and gloom
And there may not be meaning, so find one and seize it
Do not waste yourself on this roof
Hear those bells ring deep in the soul
Chiming away for a moment
Feel your breath course frankly below
And see life as a worthy opponent
Today, of all days, see
How the most dangerous thing is to love
How you will heal and you'll rise above
Crowned by an overture bold and beyond
Ah, it's more courageous to overcome
Don't listen to what you've consumed
It's chaos, confusion and wholly unworthy
Of feeding and it's wholly untrue
You may feel no purpose nor a point for existing
It's all just conjecture and gloom
And there may not be meaning, so find one and seize it
Do not waste yourself on this roof
Hear those bells ring deep in the soul
Chiming away for a moment
Feel your breath course frankly below
And see life as a worthy opponent
Today, of all days, see
How the most dangerous thing is to love
How you will heal and you'll rise above
Crowned by an overture bold and beyond
Ah, it's more courageous to overcome
My Alters Introduction
Nikita ~She
I like fantasy and fiction - you can never go wrong with a good book or show! Popcorn and fudge pops, airheads, tassles, soft blankets lure me out. Why shouldn't we just play and eat, it's much nicer than politics! *gag* The Processor and Corinth love debating that type of stuff. They're much older than me, so I guess it makes sense they worry 'bout that kinda stuff. When our Hostess tries to ignore 'em I come out! Or when she's stressed, feels sick, or feels too much. Lifes a lot sometimes, its easier this way - Sometimes I make good choices, and Drake is proud of me! I'm what sent Hostess to college for movies!! Pretty cool, huh? I got to learn all about what movie magic makes people feel and think things, even music changes a movie! Who woulda thunk it? I liked guessing what tie our teacher was gonna wear day to day - He always had a new funky one. I wanna be that cool one day.
Drake ~He
Yes, well at least she knows she doesn't know everything... I am the know-it-all, forgive me. Scholar and semantic debating extraordinaire: 'The fat happy wyvern.' My name was given as an insult since I was never meant to mean much to anyone, yet here I am, taking up more and more space - Knowledge is my hoard. The Processor helps keep my shelves organized - Corinth likes to burn some and cover my cave in soot, Nikita keeps misplacing things! Agh, puny rat... I love her spirit, though. I wouldn't have been so OK with the anxiety of college or working - being around people - if it weren't for her happy-go-lucky nature. Persuasive little beast at her best of moments. She keeps myself and the Hostess from being total hermits. My Hostess is usually too petrified to speak for herself when she needs me, when she knows she is justified and right - Clinical and calculated, I let her stride forth into nobility and honoring oneself above all things, for Kings and Queens should not concern themselves with trifles of the heart, just law and order. Lets not forget, however, dragons are self-serving, powerful beings, though, shall we? I have to be right and must have my way or the house of cards crumble around me. When no one could think or have a voice for themselves, I was born - I must speak, I must affirm, I must be the microphone for justice or everything falls. I just happen to be the more... informed... than the others - Save for Processor. Gods above, I could go on about that program.
Processor ~They
I have no name yet exist to convey, I have no meaning except to move forward. I have no interests except to keep my Hostess safe without conflict. My Hostess became overcome with life and split into me. The others can't do what I do. Yes, Drake is the brains backbone but I am the brains director. He is my progenitor and has now become my assistant in a way. Despite Nikita enabling childishness and immaturity, I am actually the youngest of us. I give gentle reality checks to Nikita, much to her chagrin, but it is necessary before she creates such a mess that Corinth has to burn the whole place down for the Hostess to have a clean slate again. I would do it all myself, but, well...my programming prevents me from making the best of choices at times. I always forget to factor in emotions. Forgiveness is a concept alien to me because of the lack of emotion; forgive me if I make choices out of necessity to the Hostess. They can be quiet yet drastic. Corinth is the more dramatic decision maker of us all. I cannot help you if she takes over. Only Nikita can keep her contained, of all people...
Corinth ~They
Definitely not. My fires run hot enough to burn anyone in my path should my darling Hostess need a champion - And my little human has been quite hurt. To turn that pain outwards, to dish what she feels has been given - She can't do those things. She is too meek though not as much as our Nikita, my little mouse, whereas I love action, the heat of a fight, a reason to live and end! The others gentle persuasions to our Hostess sickens me. Only I can keep her truly protected, everyone keeps failing her eventually; my actions have lasting effects. There is one above all I refuse to hurt, though, Nikita. Precious dove, I do everything to protect her. I could destroy Drake's hovel, I could override that droll program, I can shut up my Hostess, but I could never... I couldn't do anything to her. Don't make me separate from her, please. She is my everything...
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