PhoenixEterna's Clan

Ok. Just to put this out there to people. I'm neurotic. If you don't know what that means, please look it up. I do not always deal with people very well, and I can come across very rude. If you become a victim of this in the future, I apologize.
The neuroticism does include severe anxiety and depression. My life being completely upside down right now and for many years hence, has not made it any better to deal with.
Yes, other people are going through worse things, I'm sure. However, that is their life, this is my life..it's the one I have to deal with so it's pretty bad for me.
I am a nice person, but I am not always a nice person.

Things to keep in mind.
1) I can be generous, however, this is when I decide to be. Asking me for things (money, items..whatever) will most likely elicit a very nasty response from me.
2) Soliciting me in any fashion about buying things from you, when I have not otherwise inquired somehow, will most likely elicit a poor response from me.
3) I'm a private person. I don't, sadly, tend to make friends much anymore or keep them. We may be friends on this site, however, I use the word "friend" loosely. If I happen to tell you anything about my life, I expect you to keep it to yourself. If I wanted anyone else to know, I'd tell them. I also most likely will never share contact information with you.

All in all, I apologize if I seem like a bad person, a snob, mean, nasty...whatever. I just do not deal with people very well much anymore. Please, do not hold it against me, and do not take it personally. If you have something you want to talk to me about, please, just ask. Just understand that if you come at me with attitude, you'll get it back.

Also, I won't add people as friends just to add them. I know people are just trying to be nice and have a certain sense of community, however...it's just not how I am. I haven't even been on the site that long and I want to see if it's even something I'll stick around for before I add a bunch of people to a "friends" list.