The Tale of a Lord: 5 TW: |
She thought he was simply being rude. He spent the entire afternoon busying himself with the thought. She didn’t know. She couldn’t know what he meant. He knocked his head against the broken stone again. A bit of his mane falling into his eyes. His grip on his pearl was so stiff he thought he might shatter it as another cold tingle of unwelcome magic rushed through him.
No. No. Just a little longer.
But he deserves it. He’s not so special.
No one deserves that.
Everyone deserves that.
He ran circles around himself in the dark. Even from the down in the waterway he could hear the evening bells from the keep toll. So long to wait. So long to fight in the cold and the dark. He slammed his head back again, deepening the groove his horn left in the stone. The pain was intense, but there was little else he could do to remain in control.
Remain in control… His mind wandered. If he was losing control… who was he losing it to? Who or what? Himself? And if it was himself than had he ever lost it at all? There was nothing to lose. Nothing to-
WhKk! Burning pain replaced the magic’s cold grip once again and Drobal groaned out a noise that echoed down the empty storm sewer. This time there was hardly a moment of clarity after, that tingle working its way back up from the pit of his being. He wouldn’t last very long would he.
He threw himself against the stone again.