Matthew Lounds
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What if I looked behind me? I really want to. My legs are moving faster than I think they ever have, but I'm not sure it's putting enough distance between me and the thing. Would I see anything? I'm surprised I can think so clearly right now. Maybe it's the adrenaline, but-
Son of a - Ouch - Oh no - Not good - Pain, pain, it hurts, slowly, move, hell, hell, move, my head, my head is throbbing, hands are scraping on the pavement, I'm bleeding from somewhere, my camera! The camera makes a strange sound when I grab it. I roll over as best I can. Slowly, the world is coming back into focus. I think something clocked the back of my head. No, not something. The thing that's chasing me. Which means it's right behind me.
I'm laying on the ground and facing the street I'd run down. I can't see anything. Is it looming over me? Did it move away? What if I'm sitting here staring right into it's face? Everything is perfectly still. Nothing is moving anywhere. I can't tell where it is. I'm breathing in but not out. Slowly, I inch backwards, raising my camera to the street.
Flash. I take a picture. Another loud screech, but I barely hear it. I'm too focused on what is flickering in and out of vision in front of me gripping it's head. I can only barely see it, but I can tell it has some kind of scales. It's- a lizard? But it's shaped like a man. Like the creature from the black lagoon lizard. A hysterical giggle bubbles from my mouth. What the hell is going on?
It's arms wrench away from it's face suddenly, and I feel my insides twist. It doesn't have much of one. A face. It's just... a round featureless ball with some kind of... closed eye? In the middle. It's neck, or where there would normally be on, gapes open wide in some sort of mockery of a mouth. A long purple tongue lolls out of it, swirling around in the air. I hope that's not what it picked me up with earlier. It makes another screech, before it completely fades from sight. A wave of panic. Revulsion? Definitely fear. I shudder, and scramble back to my feet and take off again.
Now that I know what it looks like, I shouldn't be as scared. It's a nice sentiment. I'm finally getting my head back in working order. My thoughts are racing along with my legs again. I know it's faster than me now. I can't outrun it. I have to either kill it, or trick it. I don't even bother turning around when I snap a picture behind me again. It shrieks, and it's stunned. Think fast. That's your job. Look around you.
A row of dilapidated buildings. A record shack, a bookstore, a video place. Trash on the street. Plastic bags and such. On my other side. A playground behind a fence. Nothing. Behind the playground... Perfect. A construction site. It looks abandoned, just like the rest of the town. I'll have to be careful, but I'll be able to find something to defend myself there. A hammer, a saw. Even a plank of wood. Anything. I just have to keep the thing stunned enough so that it doesn't go for my head again. No problem, I have plenty of film. I snap another picture behind me, and take the chance to dart into the woodwork. Hopefully it won't have seen where I went, but I'm not putting my chances on it.
I hiss under my breath as I tear through the half hanging poles and support beams. For an abandoned site, they sure cleaned up well. I can't see any tools laying about. I can't stop to look closer, either. If I stop moving, it might catch up with me. An actual structure catches my eye. It's some sort of makeshift room. An office, maybe? I wrench the door open so fast I worry for a second that I've knocked it over. There are lockers and a work desk in here. So, the supervisor's station. I take a quick picture of the room to make sure it's not in here with me, and slam the door closed. I need time to look through here. There has to be something. My finger twitches on the shutter, and I take another picture for good measure. Still nothing. Good. I'll deal with getting back out when the time comes.
My legs suddenly feel like jello as I walk over to the desk and sink into the padded chair like a puppet with it's strings cut. I'm breathing hard, my heart racing. Like a rabbit that had escaped the coyote by diving into it's hole. My head lolls back, and I try to gulp in deeper breaths. A loud slam on the door. The thing? It must have caught up. I almost jumped out of my skin. I don't have the luxury to relax right now. I'm still hesitant to get back up.
The desk has some papers scattered on it, but they're all useless to me. I pull open the first drawer. Empty. The second one. Empty. Empty, empty empty! There's only one left to check. I slide it open apprehensively. An old radio and a flashlight roll out. This could work. I grab the flashlight and flick it on and off. It works. I slip the flashlight in my bag, and grab the radio. Does it even get any service out here? I turn it on. Static. I didn't think so. Another pound on the door. I have to hurry. I run over to the lockers, and I realize I'm still holding the radio. I shove it in my bag with the flashlight to get at the lockers quicker. I'll throw it out later. There are only two lockers with no locks. The first one is empty, besides some sort of energy drink. I shove it in my bag. The second one...
Bingo. A bright red toolbox is inside. I grab it out, but my hands are shaking. It slips out and clutters to the floor. I fall to my knees and undo it's silver clasps. Inside is a drill gun and a rather small crowbar. I can't use the drill gun, but my hands are already grasping the crowbar. I feel stronger, now. Like maybe I can actually kill this thing. It's a simple reaction to having a weapon to use that I've seen in other people over and over, but that doesn't make it any less potent. The door shakes again. I make sure my camera is hung around my neck and in working condition, and place a twitching hand on the shutter. Slowly, I move up to the door. My heart in my throat. My hand on the knob, crowbar between my palm and the handle.
It opens with a click, and the door calmly slides open. Flash. A bright light floods the room. My finger jolts against the shutter in surprise, and I barely hear the camera spit the picture out and the thing scream. I fall backwards, clutching my eyes. I can't see. Everything is white, and my head is pounding again. I know the thing is doing the same, and I almost laugh at the thought. My vision is slowly coming back, and I can barely see it's flickering form in the doorway. I slam my crowbar down on it's skull. The thing howls again, and scratches my stomach open trying to push me away from it. I barely notice the pain. I can't. I have to kill it. I slam the devastating curve of the crowbar into it's skull over and over, some kind of liquid splattering everywhere. Even though I can't see well, I assume it's supposed to be some mockery of blood. The thing is barely alive, and tries to wrap it's mouth around my arm when I move to hit it again. It's sharp little teeth dig into my skin, and it's tongue is wrapping around trying to cut off my circulation and stop me from moving the crowbar. I'm shouting, and try to kick it off. It's teeth dig in further. I drop the crowbar into my free hand, and slam it upside the head.
It slips away from me, dead. I fall back against a row of lockers, breathing hard. I kick it again, but it doesn't move. Dead. Dead for sure. I can see again. Something is trickling down my face, but I don't care. If I try to wipe it off, I'll just smear it all over anyways. I climb to my feet, wobbly. I want to let go of the crowbar, but I can't bring myself to. I carefully step over the thing's corpse, trying not to look at it. It doesn't work. I'm staring at it's bulbous head, hands shaking. It's strange eye is wide open, but it looks more glassy than flesh. I'm confused before I realize what it is. I've seen them enough to know almost immediately. The thing isn't an eye. It's a goddamn camera shutter. That's where the flashes were coming from. The thing has a camera shutter in the middle of it's face. I feel like throwing up. I notice something. Silence. Has the radio run out of batteries? I pull it from my bag. No, it's still on. Why is there no white noise? It was coming out earlier. I'm almost hesitant to put it back in my bag, but I feel like I should hold on to it.
I stumble awkwardly out from the construction site, feeling numb. This isn't right. The street moves by as I wander down the road, not really able to focus on anything at all. I recognize some buildings I pass by, a hospital, a diner. I feel like I'm in a dream, everything is lost in the fog. I don't know where I am in the town, I've gotten lost. I know I'm lost. I don't know how to get back to the car. The car.
It's like a douse of cold water, waking me up shivering. Suddenly things are racing again, and my hands are covered in cold sweat. Robyn. My gut twists. I hope she's alright. I have to- She could be anywhere by now. It doesn't matter.
I have to find Robyn.