General Discussion

I type really long winded, and sometimes redundant posts. I overshare a lot about myself, my life, problems, etc, but not looking for advice, just wanting to feel "heard" which used to get on people's nerves, because they felt like "omg y u no listen to my super awesome advice that will fix all your problems?". I used to be over reactionary/defensive in response to people too, but that's mellowed out some over the years. I took about a 10 year hiatus from a lot of pet games and forums. I also find I enjoy games (mmorpg) more when I avoid forums (like killing ifrit and other well known troll zones). I'm sensitive and dwell on things people say for days/weeks. I've gotten better but it's still something I have to watch out for sometimes and constrain my emotions.

well there are times when i type way too much and prob over-share compared to what most others are doin

then there are times when i make really short posts that dont really add to the conversation

also more times than not, i dont use caps or much punctuation

or i'll switch between normal proper grammar and this. whatever i'm feelin

@eoghania I also focus/worry a lot about what people say/has happened in the past as well. Especially this one thing that happened where let's just say there was this major falling-out and now I randomly think about that and I just usually end up beating myself and just expecting the completely unexpected of people and more or less just expect the absolute worse to happen now. I had to work up the courage to end up posting this thread. Also as a side effect from that falling out I pretty much flinch at anyone who has a blue fae for their avatar and it ends up reminding me of that moment...