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Trust
The next few days went by quickly. Xabiere helped the hatchlings learn to spar. Despite his much smaller size, Demetrius won as many matches as Birkita, often using his smaller size to avoid his sister’s bulk. Alisia watched the two play from the entrance of the lair. They reminded her of her two brothers, and she longed to return to the woods to look for them. She and Xabiere had sort of grown used to the other’s presence and had formed a grudging tolerance for each other.
It was Elthia that first noticed that the hatchlings had reached adolescence. Demetrius had grown to be slightly bigger than his mother, while Birkita was only 2/3 the size of her father. Elthia worried that her tundra genes had kept her daughter from reaching a fuller and more intimidating size, but Xabiere reassured her that female guardians were always smaller than their male counterparts. Their appetites had grown so much that the food stores were quickly being depleted; even the dried meats were running out.
“Father, you’ve taught us to spar. Why not allow us to hunt for you like you and mother hunted for us?” Birkita asked one morning.
“NO!” He bellowed. “It’s not safe for you out there. Besides, your brother has had no magical training. Though he may be able to hold his own against you, there will be creatures out there much stronger than the two of you combined. He’ll be killed.”
“He’s not as weak as you think. Though he is a tundra by birth, he has a guardian’s spirit. He doesn’t want to be a mage, like mother, doomed to be hiding beneath the strength of those larger than him. He wants to protect others, just as they protect him. He wants to use his teeth and claws the same way you taught me to. Why won’t you let him?”
“He is putting himself in unspeakable danger. By not having a mage or a healer in the hunting party, there is no way to heal yourselves if something bad were to happen. Many great dragons have been lost that way. If there had only been a mage or a healer there, they would have lived. Please, wait just a little bit longer. The two of you are not strong enough to go out on your own.”
Watching from her usual perch, Alisia interrupted, “I would be happy to go out with the younglings. I do not add much weight, but I can apply your mate’s salves until I learn to heal, and my magic is strong enough to fell some of the beasts they will face.”
“You!” Xabiere turned his head from his daughter to the fae perched in the lair entrance. “You think for one minute that I would trust a dragon raised by beasts with the lives of my children?”
“Do you think that you would trust a strange dragon that happens to wander into the clan, orphaned, any more than you trust me? Or were you planning on making your children wait for you to hatch another clutch before setting them free? We’re dangerously low on food already. We won’t last that long.”
“Then I’ll hunt, alone. I can bring back enough food to sustain us until another trustworthy dragon has entered our midst.”
“But at what cost? You were just telling your children that to go out without a mage is foolhardy. Are you prepared to leave your children without a father because you were too overprotective to let them leave the nest? Elthia won’t thank you for that.”
“She won’t thank you for sending her babies out into the wild world unprepared either.”
“Your children are more prepared than you think. Look at them. Look at the muscles rippling under their hides. They’re strong enough.”
“Not to go out there alone.”
“They won’t be alone. I’ll be there with them, and they’ll have you and Elthia in their hearts.”
“But you are wild and unknown. You may leave them unprotected. You may turn on them.”
“Elthia trusted me to help her raise them. If I wanted them gone, it would have been much easier to do it when they were young and defenseless. Do you think I would last five seconds against your daughter? All she would have to do is step on me. Besides, I think of your children as my family. Every day the weight of the way I abandoned my brothers weighs on me like a ton of bricks. I would never forgive myself if I left any member of my new family behind.”
“Exactly! You left behind your brothers after your mother…”
Alisia cut him off, “And it has been the greatest regret in my short life! From what I understand, you and Elthia left your parents behind when you fled to make a new life for yourselves here. I’m sure you live with the pain of knowing that there may have been other dragons alive that you just left to die.” Alisia’s crests trembled with anger and pain.
Xabiere recoiled at her words before flaring his crests. “My father bid me take Elthia, all that remained of his Charge, and run. There was nothing I could have done to save anyone else still alive. There was no reason for us to stay any longer than it took to get Elthia out. It would have only put us in more danger…”
“And you think my situation was any different than yours? I did not know where our nest was; that was the farthest my mother and I had ever wandered. I was not yet more than a hatchling. My wings were not strong enough to allow to really search for them. I was not strong enough to fend off some of the beasts that wander that part of the woods on my own. Had I not gone with you, I would have died within hours and been no more help to my brothers than I have been. Thank you for taking me in. Now, please, let me repay that debt by keeping your children safe. If I return without either one of them, I give you full permission to squash me like the bug you think I am.”
Xabiere sighed in defeat, “Take them, but I am holding you responsible for anything that happens to them.” He snarled in warning before turning his back and lying down in front of the lair entrance.
Alisia nodded, and went off to search for Birkita, who had wandered off at some point during the fight. She found her playing with Demetrius. “We’re going hunting.”
The two immediately dropped the stick they were playing with and looked up at her, “Really, Father said yes?” Birkita asked.
“Yes,” Alisia smiled at the adolescents, “It took a bit of convincing, but your Father eventually came around.”
“There’s a little clearing we can practice in before we go and tackle the monsters in wood. Father took us there a couple of times,” Demetrius said. “I think I remember the way.”
“That sounds perfect,” Alisia said as she fluttered up to perch on the top of Birkita’s head. Demetrius started walking and Birkita kept her steps slow and steady, following her brother’s lead.
As they walked past the lair entrance, Elthia poked her head out of the entrance to the lair, “You made the right decision, you know. She won’t hurt them,” she said to her mate.
He turned his great head up to her smaller form, “I hope so,” he replied.
Trust
The next few days went by quickly. Xabiere helped the hatchlings learn to spar. Despite his much smaller size, Demetrius won as many matches as Birkita, often using his smaller size to avoid his sister’s bulk. Alisia watched the two play from the entrance of the lair. They reminded her of her two brothers, and she longed to return to the woods to look for them. She and Xabiere had sort of grown used to the other’s presence and had formed a grudging tolerance for each other.
It was Elthia that first noticed that the hatchlings had reached adolescence. Demetrius had grown to be slightly bigger than his mother, while Birkita was only 2/3 the size of her father. Elthia worried that her tundra genes had kept her daughter from reaching a fuller and more intimidating size, but Xabiere reassured her that female guardians were always smaller than their male counterparts. Their appetites had grown so much that the food stores were quickly being depleted; even the dried meats were running out.
“Father, you’ve taught us to spar. Why not allow us to hunt for you like you and mother hunted for us?” Birkita asked one morning.
“NO!” He bellowed. “It’s not safe for you out there. Besides, your brother has had no magical training. Though he may be able to hold his own against you, there will be creatures out there much stronger than the two of you combined. He’ll be killed.”
“He’s not as weak as you think. Though he is a tundra by birth, he has a guardian’s spirit. He doesn’t want to be a mage, like mother, doomed to be hiding beneath the strength of those larger than him. He wants to protect others, just as they protect him. He wants to use his teeth and claws the same way you taught me to. Why won’t you let him?”
“He is putting himself in unspeakable danger. By not having a mage or a healer in the hunting party, there is no way to heal yourselves if something bad were to happen. Many great dragons have been lost that way. If there had only been a mage or a healer there, they would have lived. Please, wait just a little bit longer. The two of you are not strong enough to go out on your own.”
Watching from her usual perch, Alisia interrupted, “I would be happy to go out with the younglings. I do not add much weight, but I can apply your mate’s salves until I learn to heal, and my magic is strong enough to fell some of the beasts they will face.”
“You!” Xabiere turned his head from his daughter to the fae perched in the lair entrance. “You think for one minute that I would trust a dragon raised by beasts with the lives of my children?”
“Do you think that you would trust a strange dragon that happens to wander into the clan, orphaned, any more than you trust me? Or were you planning on making your children wait for you to hatch another clutch before setting them free? We’re dangerously low on food already. We won’t last that long.”
“Then I’ll hunt, alone. I can bring back enough food to sustain us until another trustworthy dragon has entered our midst.”
“But at what cost? You were just telling your children that to go out without a mage is foolhardy. Are you prepared to leave your children without a father because you were too overprotective to let them leave the nest? Elthia won’t thank you for that.”
“She won’t thank you for sending her babies out into the wild world unprepared either.”
“Your children are more prepared than you think. Look at them. Look at the muscles rippling under their hides. They’re strong enough.”
“Not to go out there alone.”
“They won’t be alone. I’ll be there with them, and they’ll have you and Elthia in their hearts.”
“But you are wild and unknown. You may leave them unprotected. You may turn on them.”
“Elthia trusted me to help her raise them. If I wanted them gone, it would have been much easier to do it when they were young and defenseless. Do you think I would last five seconds against your daughter? All she would have to do is step on me. Besides, I think of your children as my family. Every day the weight of the way I abandoned my brothers weighs on me like a ton of bricks. I would never forgive myself if I left any member of my new family behind.”
“Exactly! You left behind your brothers after your mother…”
Alisia cut him off, “And it has been the greatest regret in my short life! From what I understand, you and Elthia left your parents behind when you fled to make a new life for yourselves here. I’m sure you live with the pain of knowing that there may have been other dragons alive that you just left to die.” Alisia’s crests trembled with anger and pain.
Xabiere recoiled at her words before flaring his crests. “My father bid me take Elthia, all that remained of his Charge, and run. There was nothing I could have done to save anyone else still alive. There was no reason for us to stay any longer than it took to get Elthia out. It would have only put us in more danger…”
“And you think my situation was any different than yours? I did not know where our nest was; that was the farthest my mother and I had ever wandered. I was not yet more than a hatchling. My wings were not strong enough to allow to really search for them. I was not strong enough to fend off some of the beasts that wander that part of the woods on my own. Had I not gone with you, I would have died within hours and been no more help to my brothers than I have been. Thank you for taking me in. Now, please, let me repay that debt by keeping your children safe. If I return without either one of them, I give you full permission to squash me like the bug you think I am.”
Xabiere sighed in defeat, “Take them, but I am holding you responsible for anything that happens to them.” He snarled in warning before turning his back and lying down in front of the lair entrance.
Alisia nodded, and went off to search for Birkita, who had wandered off at some point during the fight. She found her playing with Demetrius. “We’re going hunting.”
The two immediately dropped the stick they were playing with and looked up at her, “Really, Father said yes?” Birkita asked.
“Yes,” Alisia smiled at the adolescents, “It took a bit of convincing, but your Father eventually came around.”
“There’s a little clearing we can practice in before we go and tackle the monsters in wood. Father took us there a couple of times,” Demetrius said. “I think I remember the way.”
“That sounds perfect,” Alisia said as she fluttered up to perch on the top of Birkita’s head. Demetrius started walking and Birkita kept her steps slow and steady, following her brother’s lead.
As they walked past the lair entrance, Elthia poked her head out of the entrance to the lair, “You made the right decision, you know. She won’t hurt them,” she said to her mate.
He turned his great head up to her smaller form, “I hope so,” he replied.