suddenly, in the mirrors of the windows that night, he found the man before him had died
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suddenly, in the mirrors of the windows that night, he found the man before him had died
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Sometimes I wonder. If I just faded into obscurity, completely, would it make a difference? Probably not. I already end up going days without being noticed or remembered now, whether I'm there or not.
Maybe they'd wonder briefly but then they'd just shake it off and move on immediately. Even on the rare occasion where I am remembered long enough to be checked on, which is usually just me doing it myself for whatever reason after days of silence, I can't help but feel like it's more of an obligation checkbox then me actually being important to anyone anymore.
I haven't felt so friendless in ages. I feel like I don't even have one person that I genuinely make a difference to anymore.
Sometimes I wonder. If I just faded into obscurity, completely, would it make a difference? Probably not. I already end up going days without being noticed or remembered now, whether I'm there or not.
Maybe they'd wonder briefly but then they'd just shake it off and move on immediately. Even on the rare occasion where I am remembered long enough to be checked on, which is usually just me doing it myself for whatever reason after days of silence, I can't help but feel like it's more of an obligation checkbox then me actually being important to anyone anymore.
I haven't felt so friendless in ages. I feel like I don't even have one person that I genuinely make a difference to anymore.
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"Chasing ephemeral fantasies ever to the morrow..."
secti // she/her - FR +3 - kirby fanlair
“two best friends, closer than the moon and stars
a precious mirror adorned with gold; a gift given earnestly
the dark, unseen, slowly warps a gentle heart . . .
and when you next look in that mirror, who will you see?”
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I’ve just had the weirdest girl breakfast I’ve ever created
I’ve just had the weirdest girl breakfast I’ve ever created
Something about buying a book (manga) that wasn’t in the store the last time you were there and you really want just feels so victorious
Something about buying a book (manga) that wasn’t in the store the last time you were there and you really want just feels so victorious
ladies and gentlemen i regret to inform you that The Aspects as a lore idea in my lair are dead. gone. deceased. an urban legend
ladies and gentlemen i regret to inform you that The Aspects as a lore idea in my lair are dead. gone. deceased. an urban legend
[quote name="Cyrith" date="2025-01-28 12:20:00" ]
ladies and gentlemen i regret to inform you that The Aspects as a lore idea in my lair are dead. gone. deceased. an urban legend
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R.I.P Aspects. You will be missed by me at least
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How did I go from 135Kt to 156Kt in a matter of seconds
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I’m just gonna bring the Death Note manga to school tomorrow, then open to page 260 and be like: "Guys hear me out—" There definitely is not a reason for me to do that.
Cyrith wrote on 2025-01-28 12:20:00:
ladies and gentlemen i regret to inform you that The Aspects as a lore idea in my lair are dead. gone. deceased. an urban legend
R.I.P Aspects. You will be missed by me at least
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How did I go from 135Kt to 156Kt in a matter of seconds
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I’m just gonna bring the Death Note manga to school tomorrow, then open to page 260 and be like: "Guys hear me out—" There definitely is not a reason for me to do that.
oh god. is this....is this the fabled Project Hell...........
get me outta here man i have no idea if this fixation is going to linger or fizzle out!!!!!!!!!! (/SILLY)
oh god. is this....is this the fabled Project Hell...........
get me outta here man i have no idea if this fixation is going to linger or fizzle out!!!!!!!!!! (/SILLY)
AGH it I knew I should not have gotten involved with stupid discourse people. hopefully this does not ruin the rest of the day for me (I've already cried over their reaction, usually I can deal with rude internet comments but got these people were horrible). just gonna go watch some mind numbing youtube videos I think. and never get involved in a dumb argument like this again, and I'm holding myself to that (this was my first time because I thought they would be reasonable but nope they were not even close :P)
Finally caved and starting to read the Wings of Fire series today. :D
Finally caved and starting to read the Wings of Fire series today. :D
a thirty-second animated transformation sequence just did irreparable damage to my psyche
a thirty-second animated transformation sequence just did irreparable damage to my psyche
