General Discussion

I am about to calculate how much time the octopath traveler II story takes and this is a threat

billions must eep

Do you ever just... realize how alone you are sometimes?

I ask the literal absolute void

I should stop doomscrolling..
I just want to cry.

[quote name="Ritodragon" date="2025-01-22 13:07:40" ] Good god I was playing this song ONCE while thinking of the character and now I can’t unsee it fitting [/quote] ME AT ALL TIMES

God I'm at work and nothing is done and I have to do everything in a span of four hours which I feel is not enough time..and if I don't do it all, then I'M the one in trouble.

Ah, it was all fated from the beginning. Our love was destined to be, and never meant to stay... we were the true tale of Sectonia and Taranza, yet it was I who was forced to assume the former's role, watching everything I adored slowly lose themself until they were gone for good...

But I also cling to the former's hope that you're out there, somewhere, and one day, somehow, we will meet again.

And now I need to stop thinking about this lest I end up thinking too much.

Writing music would be so much easier if I knew how to write music /lh

I miss 2021 for so many reasons. If I could go back with the knowledge I have now, I would appreciate the times so much more. I would savor the times my entire crew was still together, still all friends. I would have enjoyed the fun times I had with my best friend more, maybe come up with more of them, maybe not waited so long to actually let myself become friends with them knowing that in the end they'd be the only one to truly stay by my side through everything, even when things have been rough at times and gotten a lot more distant. I'd try to find a way to stop the group from falling apart like it did.

I would accept my mother's attempts to build a bridge between us instead of pushing her away and rejecting her because of my own bitterness. I would work to build the bridge too. I would try to stop things from going so awry for her like they ended up doing.

And I would have been there for the one I loved so much more. I would have savored his presence even more than I did every day. I would check on him and tell him I loved him and how important he was every single day, I would make sure his voice was heard more, and the day he ended up disappearing, I would talk to him, check on him, maybe I would manage to find a way to stop him from ever disappearing, instead of that being the one day I didn't go out of my way to check in with him.

In general, though, I would just enjoy getting to go back to the way things were back then. Even just for a little while. What I wouldn't give for the ability to manipulate time, just once.

I wonder if wishes come true, if you wish for them enough. I'll keep wishing I can at least see him again.

I'm thankful I still have my dearest friend, though, through everything that's happened. I wish I knew how to tell them just how much they mean to me and exactly how much I appreciate them. Exactly how much they've helped me when I could have been... so much worse off. I always get so worried about getting sentimental out of seemingly nowhere, that I'll just come off as strange or end up being a bother, but... I really should learn my lesson about not saying those things that need to be said while I still have the chance to say them.