I have too many items! And I mean it! So I am giving it all away!
Important Update
I am suspecting a few users of taking advantage of this forum. I will not name anyone, but I have a suspicion of multi-accounters using this to gain familiars. I am sorry but I will no longer give out items to anyone in this forum.
I am so incredibly upset by this, but I hope you all understand.
Please do not think I am accusing anyone. The vast majority of you all are good people who are very supportive and caring. You are the people who I love to cater too.
I hope you all have fantastic days, and if you want to talk you can always message me.
Important Update
I am suspecting a few users of taking advantage of this forum. I will not name anyone, but I have a suspicion of multi-accounters using this to gain familiars. I am sorry but I will no longer give out items to anyone in this forum.
I am so incredibly upset by this, but I hope you all understand.
Please do not think I am accusing anyone. The vast majority of you all are good people who are very supportive and caring. You are the people who I love to cater too.
I hope you all have fantastic days, and if you want to talk you can always message me.
This next part is going to be my reasoning. It will be very long and some people might find it triggering, so if you find the top of depression triggering, skip to the dragon image. If not, go ahead and read if you want to. But if you take anything from this thread, know that I care about you to the fullest.
Like many people around the world, and some in our community, I have depression. I have had it for over 4 years now, battling it. Some times have been worse than others. Recently, however, it had gotten progressively worse to the point that my friends and I were getting concerned for my safety. I had lost hope in myself, my future, I didn't see my reason to be here. It was a huge step to get myself out of that mentality. So, I began seeing a counselor in November, she has helped me learn how to cope with the stress, it was a step in the right direction. Now I am to talk to my doctor about getting anti-depressants to help with my depression as well.
Edit: I did talk to my family doctor and I will be taking them. She was very supportive and told me about possible side effects. Since i'm 18, my mom didn't have to be notified. Which made the process SO much easier.
I want everyone to know that no matter who you are, you are loved. You are not broken. You are unique. You have touched so many people, the world will not be the same without you. If you experience any sort of thoughts that might condone you to harm yourself or others, please talk to someone. Heck, message me if you need to vent off some steam, now please note I am not licensed to offer legitimate help, but I want you to know that I do care. I will listen. I may not know you, but you are here and I love you. And you need to love yourself too.
It has not been easy to get where I am but I want to do the one thing that makes me happier above all else, make other people smile. And I don't know about you, but I smile when I get free stuff soo... Why the heck not?
The thing that kick-started this was a chest challenge. I do my own version of this (half of all familiar chests go into my vault to be opened on my birthday in August, and on Christmas), but I want to make it more difficult for me. I want to show myself what I am capable of doing if I put my mind to it. SO this year will be different for me. I am getting rid of just about all the items I have collected in the past 2.5 years so anyone who wants them and not opening a single chest or coliseum pack until the very end of 2016. Anything left in my hoard by January 6th will be sold from there.
Edit: Thank you everyone for the supportive messages <: It is highly appreciated!
Staff, if there is something I should cover up with the spoiler code or take out completely please tell me. I didn't think I broke any of the rules but if I did, let me know of my mistake!
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