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"Let's not tell anyone I passed out," Esz says first thing after she comes to. Or, first thing she consciously says, anyway.
Redge, yep, that's her in the shine of this helpfully lit candelier the presence of which she just isn't going to question, makes both a noise and gesture of extreme disdain. At Eszs priorities? Or just, at her?
"We should have known better," she says, because they should have and she's in too much pain to watch her mouth.
Redge continues to abstain from engaging her in ill-advised conversation. Which might not be a blessing, actually, since Esz thus feels the foreign need to fill the silence.
"Not that I know what happened. At all. I mean, I could make some guesses, there's a limited number of options, surely, but. It's that difference between knowing something and believing it, you know?" She makes to gesture and no no no abort.
...why is she lying on her back, anyway? With all paws in the air?
"I don't think I do," Redge says, voice carefully, dangerously controlled. "Tell me, what is the difference?"
Between lying on your front like Icewarden intended and being spread and pinned like this??
Ah, no. Esz just about stops herself from shaking her head. "Well, I know,
intellectually, that there're places which aren't desert, with... different... weather. But to say I believe it, is..." she pauses. "Please imagine me gesturing expressively."
An intake of breath sharp enough to move the candle flame. And yet, Redge doesn't ask in how much pain she really is. Kind of, probably for the same reason Esz stays quiet about whether they're safe here, since there might, probably, had been enemies, and also where Ascan, and Caesar, got to? Inconsequential stuff like that.
"You mean the difference between being told and experiencing something yourself?"
"This would work better if you talked in a timely manner, before my thoughts got the chance to run away from me again," Esz's mouth, which has no association with her at all anymore actually, says.
A pause, during which Redge stays herself from obliterating her, verbally or otherwise.
Then Esz thinks to continue running her mouth, since then there exists a chance whatever comes next might serve as a distraction. "No. If I guessed I'd hardly be told? Unless we're talking strange like me telling myself? And it makes sense that other places wouldn't be desserts! And... different weather, too. Cos why would there exists words and stuff for all these things otherwise, if they didn't exist? Words have to come from some need. So it stands to reason other biomes are out there." She flings out a paw.
She curls around that paw.
When she can breath again, and she thinks she might have screamed some more, but who could tell, not her, she lies there and keeps very still.
"...there are words for things that don't exist."
After a moment of questionmarks Esz latches onto this statement. "Yes!" she says, and indeed, her throat hurts. More than the rest of her body hurts? The baseline is like that right now. Weird. Too deep into pain territory. "And for things that could theoretically exist. Or exist somewhere we can't verify. Planets. Out there." Her paw twitches, unruly, but she physically can't move it. Point two for the bodys ability to just shut down sometime! Now if she could pass out again. "But there are also phrases and proverbs and stories and mentions in non-fiction books. You get me?"
Redge hums but only pretends to consider it for a short time. "I concede the point."
Esz preens internally. "Of course you do."
"Don't stretch your luck."
"I'm hurt!"
"..."
"I mean, you have to go easy on me. Because I'm hurt!"
"Esz, darling, I don't have to do anything, ever." Redge rubs the pearl against her chest, possibly to polish it? Really bring out its shine? "Which, you don't either, but." She lets the sentence hang there. Because, yeah.
She sure has no energy to feel rebellious now.
Notes:
I am still writing! It's just that the current snippet, not this one, the one three after this, is fighting me every step of the way. I already wrote it out twice, and I think I'm gonna have to trash the current draft and do it
again. By comparison I don't feel unhappy about this anymore at all.