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CassieCain Finished writing a li'l something. I ended up splitting Phthonus' backstory into three sections so it's from a different dragon's POV, but I'm not quite sure how well that worked out. Let me know if it's alright! ^^
Oh! And I used the name "Dimosthenis." Feel free to change it if you don't like it. c:
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They liked to tell stories. When the nights were long and the guards were away, huddled around each other for warmth and safety, they whispered their tales, tried to share in laughter and brightness even in a world so wholly dark.
He used to think it was beautiful. Wondrous. A spark of hope to lighten the day's horror.
But time passed, and days turned to weeks turned to years, and Phthonus was left with more scars than he could count. The ghost of their screams ringing in his ears, his wounds straining, and every movement agony. In the darkness of night, Phthonus could feel the blood beneath his claws, the hollow ache of hunger, and wished they would stop.
They whispered in the corners, smiles strained and laughter forced. And he wished they would give it up, forget it, because life was never coming back for them. This was it, the end, and if they would just accept it—
"Let them have their fun," a dragon murmured nearby as the others burst into laughter at a Spiral's raunchy story. "It's all we have."
Phthonus barely spared him a glance.
He threw himself into the work, the training, the flying of whips and the pain in his back. The cheering of crowds and the roar of adrenaline, the bloodlust and anticipation and then the silence that was all the more terrible. Blood dripping from his claws, the world empty around him, head bowed and corralled back to the beginning, to another night of sleepless terror and another day of fighting for his life.
At night, they liked to tell stories. Whispered confessions and choked sobs. Tales of dragons that had come and lost, who died to keep the others alive and going.
And Phthonus shifted, the start of guilt roiling in his stomach, and looked away.
Sometimes, he felt he deserved this life.
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They liked to gossip. Chattering and leering with their insinuations and the ear for rumors. And he just shrugged and went on his way, Kulvara following along as always. It was always the same words, the same insults, the same gestures and jeers, and Dimosthenis rolled his eyes.
It was so unimaginative.
Dimosthenis looked up, expecting the usual derision and scorn, and was instead met with a curious gaze hidden behind bars and laden with chains. He paused, stared, and said, “We’re saving him.”
“What?” asked Kulvara, but Dimosthenis was already gone, after a fellow fledgling dragon whose eyes had long ago lost their shine.
“Why?” the fledgling spoke one day, after months of wheedling and assuring. His teeth were tucked away and claws stowed, but Dimosthenis still had the scars to show. The boy was wary, eyes dark with mistrust and voice hoarse. “Why me?”
And Dimosthenis looked at him, an excuse on his lips. A ‘Why not?’ and ‘I saw something in you,’ or ‘You reminded me of someone.’ Instead, he said, “No one deserves that.”
The boy stared at him, blinked, and said, "Oh."
At the next town, they liked to gossip. Questions like, "What brings you boys here?" and "You three all alone?" or "Awfully young, aren't ya?" And Dimosthenis shrugged, brushed aside their queries. It always the same. The looks, the interest, the eccentricity of newcomers.
But watching the boy's—Phthonus, Dimosthenis reminded himself—eyes light up at the sight of a bustling town, just might've made it all worth it.
"Come on," said Kulvara. "Let's see how much you learned."
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They liked to wander. Off into the distance, just the two of them. Their voices lost to the wind, whispering and laughing, eyes bright and carefree.
And Kulvara watched from afar, wondering and wishing, an odd feeling in his chest. Cold and dark and bitter. But he shook his head and said nothing when they returned, faces flushed and the echoes of laughter in their eyes.
Things were fine. Were more than fine. But Kulvara waited, that feeling burrowing in his chest, and wondered if it really was.
When Phthonus came to him one day, mouth pulled in a snarl and accusations flying from his lips, Kulvara didn’t hide his answering glower, the wry twist of a smile.
“He’s not glass,” Kulvara told him, unamused and just so tired. “He won’t shatter the moment you look away.”
But Phthonus was set in his views. Called him selfish and arrogant and all manners of things before he stomped off in a huff, and Dimosthenis went after him.
“I’m sorry,” Dimosthenis said afterwards, regretful and sheepish. “I just—”
Kulvara shrugged. “I get it. I do.”
“What I have with him is— it’s different, you know?”
“Special,” Kulvara supplied. “It’s fine. I understand.”
Later, they wandered off as they were wont to do, and Kulvara pretended he didn’t see the way Dismothenis’ eyes lit up or how they brushed against each other as they moved. Soft, fleeting touches that left them breathless and wanting.
Things were fine. Were more than fine.
And as Dismosthenis threw his head back, eyes crinkling with laughter and shining with a radiance he never had before, Kulvara turned away with a small smile of his own and made his decision.
As long as Dismosthenis was happy, then Kulvara was too.