ErsatzLace wrote on 2017-04-19:
In common phobias, I'm also an arachnophobe, but I really really wish I wasn't. I've got nothing against spiders (and considering I love snakes, the other commonly feared creature, I do empathize), but I can't help the rush of anxiety whenever I spot one near me in real life.
Hello person. I also have a fear of spiders from when I was young. Yeah, funny story actually... There was a dead one under our dryer standing on all eight legs with its eyes still opened, I was bouncing a basket ball (I think. Memory is a little fuzzy) against the dryer side while sitting on the floor and I looked down and it was there. Staring at me. I lived in Washington State at the time so I do believe it was one of the larger Wolf Spiders around our house... But as mentioned before, my memory is fuzzy and I only really remember it because it scared be half to death. Yeah I was like 5? 6 maybe? Maybe 4... I don't really remember much other then it was under the dryer, standing, with its eyes open, and looking right at me.
Now that I'm older I'm not as afraid of them and typically leave them alone (there was one on the windowsill of my bathroom for the longest time and I think either something killed it or a housemate who also uses the same bathroom did... I'm kinda sad though 'cause it was really small so I actually thought it was cute... anyway-) but I also live with two cats so.... Uhmmm.... Usually they eat anything small.
I also have a fear of bees, wasps, yellow-jackets, etc. etc. Basically anything that flies and buzzes I hate with every fiber of my being and will try to run away as fast as I can whenever I see one.
I think this fear mostly stems from a subconscious memory of being stung by one and nearly dying when I was really really little (I think I was only around a year old??) and yeah... I had a severe allergic reaction and had to be taken to the hospital. According to my mum my entire hand swelled up. I think I subconsciously remember that day and I have a fear of buzzing bugs because of it. Buzzing toys, phones, etc. etc. are fine so it's not the sound that gets to me... *shrugs* It's really weird.
Though I don't like bugs in general so...
But I'm fine with snakes, worms, snails, slugs, lizards (saved several from my cat because there was a slight hole in our window screen at the time), and all them other weird creepycrawly creatures I'm fine with. I'll even take stickbugs (only one gender though because I had some for something back in preschool and they ended up breeding... Kept finding stickbugs all over the house for months after. That was fun. Especially since all the babies escaped... Randomly you'd see one on the ceiling and go 'Oh. We missed another one.'
I also have a fear of needles and hospitals in general. Though I don't mind them I just have very bad experiences and try to avoid them if I can. But this is probably a much more common fear...
Anyway... This has gone on long enough. I'mma just post it now... Bye.