Day: mystery...
Drop:
Icarys tried not to think too much, these days.
The silence had been easier at first, as he got used to not thinking. Then Torr had hauled him down off the rocks - everything had been a bit dizzy and funny around the edges by then - and brought him indoors with the others. But by and by even though they were around him, he could forget that they were talking to him, most of the time.
He had a still, empty place inside his mind that he could go to - come in and out if he needed to, but most of the time curl up in it as if in a nest. Emberlin wasn't there, but the feeling of her was there, like a dark scarlet flash of scales just out of sight. When he stayed in the little empty place, he could pretend that she was just about to return, and everything else would have been a dream: everything that had happened since they'd gone with Metals to the woodland paths.
The others were worried about him. He realized that, sometimes, when he came out of the empty place enough to talk to them and notice what they said back. One way he could tell was that Torr didn't argue with him anymore. Torr was being nice to him, really.
Torr had lost Emhrian, Icarys would remember sometimes. Did Torr also have the little empty place in his mind to hide in? But Emhrian had died in her nest at home, with Torr huddled up beside her, licking at her torn crest and peeping softly to her till the end. Somehow that would have been easier.
He knew dimly that Emberlin would have been alive if she hadn't told Metals to heal him instead. They had both been in danger; Metals had had to choose, and Emberlin had told her whom to choose...
He wished that he had been next to Metals then - been the one who could whisper to her to save the other.
In the little empty place in his mind, though, he could forget that the decision had ever come to be made at all. They were both equally alive, equally saved, and in a moment - definitely - without a doubt - Emberlin would come back.
That was why he preferred to stay there.
---
Kyuna couldn't sleep. Her mind was moving too much, like a Spiral in a barrel.
Torr says that the curse dooms us.
I don't know if the curse dooms us.
There is a curse, isn't there? No, that's certain enough.
But what kind of curse? What sort of dark magic could have brought it about? And what can we do about it?
We have to be able to do something about it.
We must be.
We have to be.
We have to be...
She re-settled herself in a soft ruffle of feathered wings and narrowed her eyes at Metals, sleeping in a tidy curl on the other side of the lair.
I need to learn more, she thought. But she doesn't know. Does anyone know?
How can I learn?
She remembered the first day she'd met Metals - the day she'd come home to the lair for the first time.
We taught Metals not to touch anyone because anyone who touched her would have terrible visions and fears, Torr had said.
Visions and fears.
If she hesitated, Kyuna thought, she would never make her mind up. Fear curled around her spine and made her dark back-fur bristle, but she eased her way across the floor of the lair anyway, towards where Metals lay.
Cautiously, carefully, she stretched out one clawed forefoot and laid it on the tip of Metals's wing.
At first, Kyuna thought that nothing had happened. She'd expected sudden fire and doom, so she was surprised a moment. But then she realized that she no longer heard the breaths and soft rustling sleep-sounds of her clanmates; she was alone in the darkness and utter silence, with cool stone beneath her feet.
She was no longer wearing her gloves and bracers, and chill air stirred around her legs. There was something heavy on her head, weighing it down.
This isn't so bad yet, she thought.
Then she became aware of scratchings, rustlings, movement on all sides of her, coming closer. She huddled in on herself, oddly frightened, though she knew it was a dream - only a dream. The sounds did not seem like dragons. Something smaller, or else vastly large, and she was inside it, engulfed in it -
No sooner had that idea come to her than she realized it had to be true. She was within a monster, and the monster was coming towards her, somehow, at the same time -
She began to run. Her wings dragged on the floor, and the floor was wet. She could smell dank water and rotting leaves on the wind that now rose, now fell, like the breath of a huge beast. It was all around her - it was behind her - it was following her - she was beside it - below it - above -
- and she was falling like a stone, her wings no longer obeying her, into the darkness and the cold that waited for her below, and she knew that when she hit the ground she would die -
And she woke on the floor of the lair, her body spasming with fear and her breath catching in her throat, with Metals pressed back against the wall and watching her with a world of confusion and shock in her eyes.
"I had a nightmare," Kyuna gasped. "I'm going to go out for a flight. I'll be back soon."
@luckgandor @skylinecity
Drop:
Icarys tried not to think too much, these days.
The silence had been easier at first, as he got used to not thinking. Then Torr had hauled him down off the rocks - everything had been a bit dizzy and funny around the edges by then - and brought him indoors with the others. But by and by even though they were around him, he could forget that they were talking to him, most of the time.
He had a still, empty place inside his mind that he could go to - come in and out if he needed to, but most of the time curl up in it as if in a nest. Emberlin wasn't there, but the feeling of her was there, like a dark scarlet flash of scales just out of sight. When he stayed in the little empty place, he could pretend that she was just about to return, and everything else would have been a dream: everything that had happened since they'd gone with Metals to the woodland paths.
The others were worried about him. He realized that, sometimes, when he came out of the empty place enough to talk to them and notice what they said back. One way he could tell was that Torr didn't argue with him anymore. Torr was being nice to him, really.
Torr had lost Emhrian, Icarys would remember sometimes. Did Torr also have the little empty place in his mind to hide in? But Emhrian had died in her nest at home, with Torr huddled up beside her, licking at her torn crest and peeping softly to her till the end. Somehow that would have been easier.
He knew dimly that Emberlin would have been alive if she hadn't told Metals to heal him instead. They had both been in danger; Metals had had to choose, and Emberlin had told her whom to choose...
He wished that he had been next to Metals then - been the one who could whisper to her to save the other.
In the little empty place in his mind, though, he could forget that the decision had ever come to be made at all. They were both equally alive, equally saved, and in a moment - definitely - without a doubt - Emberlin would come back.
That was why he preferred to stay there.
---
Kyuna couldn't sleep. Her mind was moving too much, like a Spiral in a barrel.
Torr says that the curse dooms us.
I don't know if the curse dooms us.
There is a curse, isn't there? No, that's certain enough.
But what kind of curse? What sort of dark magic could have brought it about? And what can we do about it?
We have to be able to do something about it.
We must be.
We have to be.
We have to be...
She re-settled herself in a soft ruffle of feathered wings and narrowed her eyes at Metals, sleeping in a tidy curl on the other side of the lair.
I need to learn more, she thought. But she doesn't know. Does anyone know?
How can I learn?
She remembered the first day she'd met Metals - the day she'd come home to the lair for the first time.
We taught Metals not to touch anyone because anyone who touched her would have terrible visions and fears, Torr had said.
Visions and fears.
If she hesitated, Kyuna thought, she would never make her mind up. Fear curled around her spine and made her dark back-fur bristle, but she eased her way across the floor of the lair anyway, towards where Metals lay.
Cautiously, carefully, she stretched out one clawed forefoot and laid it on the tip of Metals's wing.
At first, Kyuna thought that nothing had happened. She'd expected sudden fire and doom, so she was surprised a moment. But then she realized that she no longer heard the breaths and soft rustling sleep-sounds of her clanmates; she was alone in the darkness and utter silence, with cool stone beneath her feet.
She was no longer wearing her gloves and bracers, and chill air stirred around her legs. There was something heavy on her head, weighing it down.
This isn't so bad yet, she thought.
Then she became aware of scratchings, rustlings, movement on all sides of her, coming closer. She huddled in on herself, oddly frightened, though she knew it was a dream - only a dream. The sounds did not seem like dragons. Something smaller, or else vastly large, and she was inside it, engulfed in it -
No sooner had that idea come to her than she realized it had to be true. She was within a monster, and the monster was coming towards her, somehow, at the same time -
She began to run. Her wings dragged on the floor, and the floor was wet. She could smell dank water and rotting leaves on the wind that now rose, now fell, like the breath of a huge beast. It was all around her - it was behind her - it was following her - she was beside it - below it - above -
- and she was falling like a stone, her wings no longer obeying her, into the darkness and the cold that waited for her below, and she knew that when she hit the ground she would die -
And she woke on the floor of the lair, her body spasming with fear and her breath catching in her throat, with Metals pressed back against the wall and watching her with a world of confusion and shock in her eyes.
"I had a nightmare," Kyuna gasped. "I'm going to go out for a flight. I'll be back soon."
@luckgandor @skylinecity