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Life is a puzzle and you are the gamesmaster. Life is a web and you are the spider sitting at the center. Life is a cup of tea and you are the poison it’s spiked with.
Oh, but it is all so
fragile.
You are sick with longing for something more solid. Subtle strings of influence are easily snipped; power wanes so quickly. What’s a gamesmaster when the game is over? Or the spider when it’s under the shoe? What is the poison in the tea when it’s been poured out? You must always be ready to play the game, to make another move or place another piece.
But then -- who are you if there is nothing left to control?
At midnight, when the world is quiet and the games are done, tell me what is left. Tell me what you are so determined to save that you would break others just to see yourself whole. What are you so in love with? All your gifts are weapons; you hone them only so you can use them against someone else. What good is a shiny toy or a trophy on a shelf?
You need others, if only to give yourself something to look at. Reflected in them, you are powerful. Reflected in them, you are magnificent.
You are in control. Tell yourself that, until doesn’t sound like a lie. Tell yourself that until it’s nothing but a rhythm in your blood, so subtle you never question it.
Curl your thorns around their necks. Call it living vicariously.
Call it your game. If it’s your game, then you can make the rules. If you can control the rules, you can control yourself. You can
win. Right?
Right?
But the gems still ripple over your skin like a living thing. They are ceaseless, seeking, so beautiful as they break you. The comet is your dark shadow, here to watch as you unravel. Death is coming. If not death, then something worse: impotence and darkness. How can a silent statue sit on a silver-tongued liar’s throne? Here is your broken coronation, Ozymandias. Here is your stability—and it is solid as stone.
This must be what you think about at midnight. You wonder who you will be when the darkness is final, when there is nothing else in the world but that. The gembond will shut your eyes and you alone will be your kingdom. Drive yourself to madness and see what you find there in yourself. Maybe it will absolve you.
King of kings—the lone and level sands will bury you in due time.
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Life is a puzzle and you are the gamesmaster. Life is a web and you are the spider sitting at the center. Life is a cup of tea and you are the poison it’s spiked with.
Oh, but it is all so [i]fragile[/i].
You are sick with longing for something more solid. Subtle strings of influence are easily snipped; power wanes so quickly. What’s a gamesmaster when the game is over? Or the spider when it’s under the shoe? What is the poison in the tea when it’s been poured out? You must always be ready to play the game, to make another move or place another piece.
But then -- who are you if there is nothing left to control?
At midnight, when the world is quiet and the games are done, tell me what is left. Tell me what you are so determined to save that you would break others just to see yourself whole. What are you so in love with? All your gifts are weapons; you hone them only so you can use them against someone else. What good is a shiny toy or a trophy on a shelf?
You need others, if only to give yourself something to look at. Reflected in them, you are powerful. Reflected in them, you are magnificent.
You are in control. Tell yourself that, until doesn’t sound like a lie. Tell yourself that until it’s nothing but a rhythm in your blood, so subtle you never question it.
Curl your thorns around their necks. Call it living vicariously.
Call it your game. If it’s your game, then you can make the rules. If you can control the rules, you can control yourself. You can [i]win[/i]. Right?
Right?
But the gems still ripple over your skin like a living thing. They are ceaseless, seeking, so beautiful as they break you. The comet is your dark shadow, here to watch as you unravel. Death is coming. If not death, then something worse: impotence and darkness. How can a silent statue sit on a silver-tongued liar’s throne? Here is your broken coronation, Ozymandias. Here is your stability—and it is solid as stone.
This must be what you think about at midnight. You wonder who you will be when the darkness is final, when there is nothing else in the world but that. The gembond will shut your eyes and you alone will be your kingdom. Drive yourself to madness and see what you find there in yourself. Maybe it will absolve you.
King of kings—the lone and level sands will bury you in due time.
[center][size=1]Story by Oceanas (43678).[/size][/center]